don't be a drag, just be a queen (because it's okay to be fabulous)
as justin's flawless shirt has ever so eloquently put it, I am indeed far too busy to engage in any form of copulation. what doesn't help is the person I would like to end up in said clinch with is permanently unavailable in conjunction with my bed. and people say everyone my age is getting pregnant with various disgusting sti's.
speaking of age; I'm eighteen in less than a month. talk about a reality check.
I also got rejected from Nottingham. I was far more gutted about it than I expected to be, but as long as I get the grades for Leeds it's not the end of the world (I don't want to go to bath spa, I will cry) but I'm actually working so much at school now. I love the rewarding feeling of handing in a good, effort filled piece of work. and I'm finally spending more time with my friends, just going for drives and hanging and the pub and talking... I haven't enjoyed myself this much in so long.
spending more time with my family has become more important to me now, and all this means I've been spending less time on the internet. I really think I need to cut down on some of the stuff on tumblr, because I follow so many people and backtracking takes up far too much time. but I can't unfollow anyone ;; sigh. and I've kind of... well, I'm not saying that I've lost interest in Super Junior. they're just not my world anymore. let me explain.
they're still a huge part of my life - my escape, my music, the ones I can freak out over. I just have wider interests too. I've got back into QAF again; god, I forgot how much I loved that show. I fall in love more and more every time I watch. This show taught me that it's not wrong to be who I am. That I can be fucking fabulous if I fucking want to.
and, there is now someone in my life who just makes the bad things go away. god, I fall harder for you every day, you have no idea. I'm so grateful for what we have together.
/RUNS OFF TO JIZZ OVER SJM'S PERFECTION OF PERFECTION SAKJHDLILKFA
speaking of age; I'm eighteen in less than a month. talk about a reality check.
I also got rejected from Nottingham. I was far more gutted about it than I expected to be, but as long as I get the grades for Leeds it's not the end of the world (I don't want to go to bath spa, I will cry) but I'm actually working so much at school now. I love the rewarding feeling of handing in a good, effort filled piece of work. and I'm finally spending more time with my friends, just going for drives and hanging and the pub and talking... I haven't enjoyed myself this much in so long.
spending more time with my family has become more important to me now, and all this means I've been spending less time on the internet. I really think I need to cut down on some of the stuff on tumblr, because I follow so many people and backtracking takes up far too much time. but I can't unfollow anyone ;; sigh. and I've kind of... well, I'm not saying that I've lost interest in Super Junior. they're just not my world anymore. let me explain.
they're still a huge part of my life - my escape, my music, the ones I can freak out over. I just have wider interests too. I've got back into QAF again; god, I forgot how much I loved that show. I fall in love more and more every time I watch. This show taught me that it's not wrong to be who I am. That I can be fucking fabulous if I fucking want to.
and, there is now someone in my life who just makes the bad things go away. god, I fall harder for you every day, you have no idea. I'm so grateful for what we have together.
/RUNS OFF TO JIZZ OVER SJM'S PERFECTION OF PERFECTION SAKJHDLILKFA