Definitely not recovered either. ^^;; Sometimes I feel like "Hey, it's okay...I'm okay." and then I listen to a song and think "one day, when I see this live..." or just see one of the posters and just *think* about them....it hurts a lot. So I try not to think. ^^;; Denial is good. I like denial.
*sigh* Why must all good things come to an end? Especially such wonderfully good ones...
Un!! I've really always wanted to see them live... T_T I thought they might even have the slightest chance to come to Australia... now my hope's broken, and so is me ;_;
But denial~~ I'm always in this thing~~ Wonder when I can come out of it. Happily.
Un, not only good things... why must all things come to an end... I'm hoping the other bands won't be like this too~ But Pierrot is my most important, the most impacted band on me... so what's done is already done. No turning back now.
Yeah..I heard what Kirito said about wanting to come to America, and so I was like "Oh my gosh! He'll bring Pierrot with him!" and if that didn't happen, I'm studying abroad in Japan in a year or two but...now there's no hope. T_T Pierrot is the one band that means so much to me as to really affect my life when they broke up. Any other band, I might be sad, but it wouldn't affect me like this is. *sigh* I just kind of hope they discover they belong together after all.
Awww *huggggless* That's such a shame >< Especially when he even said so himself ><
T~T
You off to Japan in one or two years~? Uwahh~ That's awesome~~
Un~~ Pierrot means heaps to me~~ They're the only JRock band which will (have, currently) affected me like this. And one Aussie band would make me feel that way as well, but otherwise, sad but not depressed ;_; <<< I think I made sense...
With Jun and Aiji's strong disinterest... I wouldn't hope for such, or it'll break me again... But they definitely belong together~
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I dunno... but I'm still far from recovery~
How are you going?
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*sigh* Why must all good things come to an end? Especially such wonderfully good ones...
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But denial~~ I'm always in this thing~~ Wonder when I can come out of it. Happily.
Un, not only good things... why must all things come to an end... I'm hoping the other bands won't be like this too~ But Pierrot is my most important, the most impacted band on me... so what's done is already done. No turning back now.
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T~T
You off to Japan in one or two years~? Uwahh~ That's awesome~~
Un~~ Pierrot means heaps to me~~ They're the only JRock band which will (have, currently) affected me like this. And one Aussie band would make me feel that way as well, but otherwise, sad but not depressed ;_; <<< I think I made sense...
With Jun and Aiji's strong disinterest... I wouldn't hope for such, or it'll break me again... But they definitely belong together~
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