Nov 09, 2005 16:33
it truely is amazing how one day can change many days to come...
I realized i dont want to go to the Navy, i just wanted the money to go to an out of state school...
I am through with highschool why bother taking another semester when i dont have to... so next semester i will be at NMC, i am already enrolled and have my classes picked out...
as aweful as all this has been i have the most wonderful friends in the world and i love you all, i couldnt go on with out you... i look forward to many more hockey games and great times together, you truley are the reason i havent given up on myself and just become a peice of blah...
this marking period i have a 4.0 and that feels great
I am developing a crush on a certain exchange student from denmark...
i am graduating from highschool in two months...
this is not how i expected it... i wont have the ceremony, no party, none of the great fun that everyone else has... that makes me very sad, you only have one highschool graduation and mine will be by myself, taking my diplomA FROM the principal in his office... no throwing my cap... but i dont think id want to be with 400 people who i dont give a damn about either, i want to be with the sixty that i have been with since 3rd grade and now its finally hitting me... i wont... i will graduate all alone... and it makes me sad as hell