Jul 18, 2005 23:39
work was great as usual... here are some interesting highlights...
Sweet mix Ellen Kelsey and i listend to... included some NSYNC and Backstreet boys!!!
Ellen and I playing Harry Potter and making wands... Ellen reading harry potter to me....
getting bit by a bunch of mosquitos outside...
having an old man yell at me because we were closed...
working with bobby...
Having a huge crush on him... hoping that maybe there could be a possibility of making it more than a crush, but i wont get my hopes up ... for now it is just fun to hope...
it has been almost a year... almost a year when i tricked myself into thinking i was in love, now that i look back, i dont believe it was love, i believe it was the fact that i enjoyed someone wanting my company... im not sure if it is possible to love more than once, maybe a person just assumes theyre in love at the time being and then realizes later they are not... maybe its the one person you stay with for the rest of ur life that you are truley in love with... idk i have a lot of life to live before i experiance that... whether love or not i just want that feeling again.. this time by someone who i realize i like much more that i ever liked him...