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alot on my mind.. i have started to miss certain people tht used to make me really happy.. one in particular of the opposite sex. It;s hard to be so attached to someone for so long and just to stop randomly and suddenly. Although it has DEFINATLY been good for me to finally pretty much let go.. and i have been much happier now a days, its coming back to me the feeling of loneliness without him.. Besides that though, lots of fuckin family shit goin on which is horrible and i hate. School is okay except i suck at anatomy so i focus on that only ending up fuckin up with my other classes.. an on going cycle. Thea has helped through out all of this.. i honestly dunno what id do without her. Kitty has been great she keeps me occupied and keeps me happy too. Then theres the fact that EVERY fuckin guy in my grade is retardly obsessed with younger girls. not that i dont love my freshman.. its just retarded that they do this. it doesn't make them look/seem cool. Also the fact that people HAVE to get into your business!!!! okay so wow my profile says "i love billy" that doesnt mean we are going out, hes a cool kid whom i enjoy talking too. It makes it really uncomfortable when people will ask us while sitting near eahcother if we're going out.. honestlyyyy. People do that immature middle school shit way to much.. GROW UP.. THANKSSS! I'm gonna go have an awesome night with Thea cuz i heart her and she hasta babysit tomorrow night. I do still like life as it is right now just wish some things were easier.. oh well
xo,ames
xo,ames