Oct 01, 2005 00:14
well its offically over. :*( its so frustrating because we both lost someone that we love. it really does suck. i miss him so much!! aahh. everything reminds me of him.ive cried to let it out.doesn't work. pain is still there ive tried everything possible and ive failed. when u have something good never let it go. EVER. think everything twice you'll be better off.what love does to you? it can make u the happiest person in the world but then u it can come back and kick u in the ass. i WAS the happiest girl alive. not anymore. its going to be so hard to get over him. so hard and i really don't want to. but we'll see what happens. i guess the answer is time. i love him. thats about it. thats all i know for sure right now. i guess ill write about my depressing feels another day when i feel like it. blah!!