Jan 17, 2006 09:14
I think I am over blogging... I am just tired and depressed and wanting to express the static in the veins. heh.
Annoyed with people. Annoyed with myself. I am not perfect. I am not enough. I ramble on at people and they arnt interested. I wish they'd try to change the subject or something. Or maybe i dont let them. Maybe it is just him he represses everything.
Oh i can make i own decisions, but other people have more knowledge. and can help me sort out the best options to choose from that fit my ideas.
Acid wash turning into dagger tips dragged accross my wrists, slicing open my back, laying me out open, food for the birds