my realization
So during that talk today with him I realized something - I didn't necessarily want a serious relationship from him right away, I just thought that I wanted it and was expecting it to happen. What I do want is to just be able to spend time with him and have fun with him, and let whatever happens, happen. Really, I don't know any different, you can only do what you know, and that's all I know. Maybe going slow into this is going to be the best thing for me to do, it's so different from anything else that has ever happened for me. The things that were said by him today at least let me know that he does care about me and wants things to go somewhere, we both just need our time. At this point, I just want to be happy, and keeping on doing what we are doing, with the possibility of more, is making me happy. So keep your fingers crossed for me!