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well a lots been happening lately, so i'm going to just kinda summarize it all to keep it short. because if i start explaining everything then it will take me a year to write it all down. well me and shane are finally together! after about 5 years of him wanting to be with me and me not feeling the same way i finally feel more than friendship for him. it was mainly because he got a girlfriend and i realized how much he really means to me and how i really dont wanna be with anyone else. i'm finally over jeff and its funny because he keeps calling me and leaving me messages how we should get back together and before me and shane got together he was telling me how he wants me to move to california and marry him! what the hell?! he's in the navy so i'm sure he's just lonely, its just rediculous..for 3 years he hasnt wanted to get back together and i've been the one pining for him this whole time waiting for him to realize what he has and then all of a sudden when he's 4000 miles away he decides he wants the be with me! like im going to drop everything just for him, get real. i am finally over him and i am so happy about that.
well my grandpa is doing really bad right now, ever since thanksgiving he's been getting worse. he had a brain tumor and they did surgery on him and removed it and he started chemo about a week later but he kept getting worse so they did another cat scan and realized that the cancer was coming back and that it was too far gone when they did the first surgery. but they told us the good thing is is that he isnt in any pain, this type of cancer that starts out in the brain isnt painful and isnt long and drawn out like most cancers, they give him about 3-6 months and said that he'll start sleeping a lot, the cancer makes him tired and then eventually he'll die in his sleep. sounds like probably the best way to go. right now he's in the hospital and they're about to move him to like a nursing home, but better than a nursing home i forget what they call it, right by where my gma lives so she can go see him easily, because she cant take care of him on her own. he cant do much with his left side and he cant walk very well and she cant hold him up. its all sad but in a way im glad that he's not going to suffer. anyways i dont have much else to say for now, talk to u guys later. <3
well my grandpa is doing really bad right now, ever since thanksgiving he's been getting worse. he had a brain tumor and they did surgery on him and removed it and he started chemo about a week later but he kept getting worse so they did another cat scan and realized that the cancer was coming back and that it was too far gone when they did the first surgery. but they told us the good thing is is that he isnt in any pain, this type of cancer that starts out in the brain isnt painful and isnt long and drawn out like most cancers, they give him about 3-6 months and said that he'll start sleeping a lot, the cancer makes him tired and then eventually he'll die in his sleep. sounds like probably the best way to go. right now he's in the hospital and they're about to move him to like a nursing home, but better than a nursing home i forget what they call it, right by where my gma lives so she can go see him easily, because she cant take care of him on her own. he cant do much with his left side and he cant walk very well and she cant hold him up. its all sad but in a way im glad that he's not going to suffer. anyways i dont have much else to say for now, talk to u guys later. <3