Ramblings
I am doing a fantastic job of reading all of my friends' journal entries but I am terrible at posting new entries myself. Why is that? Yes, I'm busy and don't have the time to post all the time...but I am not busy all the time. If that makes sense. Am I an uninteresting person? Is there anyone that really cares if I post here or not? This is all coming out wrong...I am not trying to get people to comment on my entries or to have anyone feel bad for me (my life is going pretty great, nothing to feel bad about)...I dunno. I have become addicted to theknot.com. Real girls, all brides to be...going through the same stuff that I am...It's hard to explain and I am probably not making any sense. I wish I had more friends. Not lj friends or internet friends...but real life friends....I miss being able to call up people and being like "Let's go out....meet you in 10 mins". The friends that I do have all live too far away for that. When did we have to start "planning" get togethers? Growing up sucks. Now that the holidays are here, I find myself thinking about what a difference a year makes. I had a friend who became so jealous of my engagement that she couldn't stand to be friends anymore. Insane! I mean of course this person found x,y, and z reasons to be mad at me, but it all boiled down to the problem she has had ever since I met her....she is depressed about being alone. I tried to appease her and wanted to make the friendship work...but it takes two to work things out and from the emails she sent me, she obviously just wanted out. Almost every bride to be I talked to (or read their posts) have had problems with "so-called" friends. What is it about engagements/weddings that turn some people into insane jealous jerks? I'm going to step off my soap box about that.
In good news, my friend Nikki(we've been friends since middle school) is home for Thanksgiving. We are going to hang out tomorrow. She is going to pick up her BM dress for my wedding. I am really excited about that b/c I have not seen any of the dresses yet! Not sure what else we are going to do tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow, my high school 10 year class reunion is tomorrow.....Nikki and I aren't going. As it has been in the past, my hs class officers are lazy and throw something together last minute....you would think 10 year reunion...nice dinner, etc...no it is light appitizers and drinks at the local community center...for $30. I don't know any of my hs friends that I keep in touch with that are going to the reunion. I'm sure Nikki and I will have a much better time hanging out with each other than going to the reunion. I wish Nikki still lived in the area. We have so much fun together.
The wedding plans are in full gear. We sent out the Save the Dates a few weeks ago. We are still working on getting a florist. The next big thing we need to do is schedule a tasting at the DuPont Country Club. Our coordinator from the club told us to do that in January. Next week we will start making dinner reservations for our honeymoon in Disney World. You can make reservations up to 180 days in advance. June is going to be here before we know it. I can't wait to get married.....we've been engaged for a year...it's time to tie the knot. I'm really excited about the wedding...I'm nervous and anxious. As crazy as my emotions are, this is the best feeling in the world. It may sound corny but I'm really excited that my last name is changing....I'm excited because my new initials will be KLM....all in alphabetical order. I'm such a nerd! Seriously, I can't wait to change my last name!! Plus, it will be so much easier to write "The M****s" on stuff rather than Mike M**** and Kris S*****.
I think I am done rambling...I have to finish laundry. If you are a good friend of mine...keep in touch. Sometimes I feel like all my friends have disappeared.
In good news, my friend Nikki(we've been friends since middle school) is home for Thanksgiving. We are going to hang out tomorrow. She is going to pick up her BM dress for my wedding. I am really excited about that b/c I have not seen any of the dresses yet! Not sure what else we are going to do tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow, my high school 10 year class reunion is tomorrow.....Nikki and I aren't going. As it has been in the past, my hs class officers are lazy and throw something together last minute....you would think 10 year reunion...nice dinner, etc...no it is light appitizers and drinks at the local community center...for $30. I don't know any of my hs friends that I keep in touch with that are going to the reunion. I'm sure Nikki and I will have a much better time hanging out with each other than going to the reunion. I wish Nikki still lived in the area. We have so much fun together.
The wedding plans are in full gear. We sent out the Save the Dates a few weeks ago. We are still working on getting a florist. The next big thing we need to do is schedule a tasting at the DuPont Country Club. Our coordinator from the club told us to do that in January. Next week we will start making dinner reservations for our honeymoon in Disney World. You can make reservations up to 180 days in advance. June is going to be here before we know it. I can't wait to get married.....we've been engaged for a year...it's time to tie the knot. I'm really excited about the wedding...I'm nervous and anxious. As crazy as my emotions are, this is the best feeling in the world. It may sound corny but I'm really excited that my last name is changing....I'm excited because my new initials will be KLM....all in alphabetical order. I'm such a nerd! Seriously, I can't wait to change my last name!! Plus, it will be so much easier to write "The M****s" on stuff rather than Mike M**** and Kris S*****.
I think I am done rambling...I have to finish laundry. If you are a good friend of mine...keep in touch. Sometimes I feel like all my friends have disappeared.