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so everytime i'm around him i get all jittery & i have to think of something stupid just to keep me from smiling like an idiot. When he calls i start giggling like i'm in 7th grade again and have to bite my lip just so i can answer the phone like i have no idea who it is...i find i think about him more then not...i find i look at my phone at least every five minutes just to make sure i didn't miss his call (even though i know it hasn't rang)...my friends mention his name just because they think it's funny that one word can totally change my facial expression and make me forget everything i was doing...i don't even think other guys are hot anymore (and we all know i'm a girl who loves hot guys)...i don't even do double takes...except for at him...i'm smiling just typing this stupid thing up...this is ridiculous...i am not a lovey-dovey person, i'm not a cuddly person, i'm not a sharing-feelings kind of girl...something is def. wrong...whenever i'm about to see him i get this tickly feeling in my stomach & i get this excited rush...oh my gosh...i'm supposed to be bitter and cynical...i don't do relationships b/c i hate guys...but not this one...this is different...this is new...