God, being a girl sucks... But I guess I rather be a girl.
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I hate me. I hate me so much. I am so sick of falling for boy after boy. I want a boyfriend that goes to this school. I don't want to date a college boy yet. I want someone who will be here over the summer so I can get so goddamn booty. But no I am cursed with sadness and boys I only see on the weekends and other things like that. And damn them all. I WOULD MAKE A FANTASTIC GIRLFRIEND. I'm not needy and I just want to make out with you! GOD!!!! Isn't that what you want. Yeah, I might geet jealous if your spending too much time with another girl but I won't tell you that until later. And I'll tell you whats on my mind cause I hate that I'm-a-girl-and-I-use-awful-mind-games-that-really-make-no-sense-and-blow-up-in-my-face-more-often-than-not BULLSHIT! I really do hate that more than anything. When will we learn that it just doesn't work. It doesn't. And I hate hating other girls because they either like or even go out with the guy I like at that moment. And I hate how that is the only reason I hate her. But I won't do that anymore. No sir. I'm going to change because that's the right thing to do.
I blame this on men.....and WHITE PEOPLE. But not really white people.
I hate me. I hate me so much. I am so sick of falling for boy after boy. I want a boyfriend that goes to this school. I don't want to date a college boy yet. I want someone who will be here over the summer so I can get so goddamn booty. But no I am cursed with sadness and boys I only see on the weekends and other things like that. And damn them all. I WOULD MAKE A FANTASTIC GIRLFRIEND. I'm not needy and I just want to make out with you! GOD!!!! Isn't that what you want. Yeah, I might geet jealous if your spending too much time with another girl but I won't tell you that until later. And I'll tell you whats on my mind cause I hate that I'm-a-girl-and-I-use-awful-mind-games-that-really-make-no-sense-and-blow-up-in-my-face-more-often-than-not BULLSHIT! I really do hate that more than anything. When will we learn that it just doesn't work. It doesn't. And I hate hating other girls because they either like or even go out with the guy I like at that moment. And I hate how that is the only reason I hate her. But I won't do that anymore. No sir. I'm going to change because that's the right thing to do.
I blame this on men.....and WHITE PEOPLE. But not really white people.