Can I do this?
That's what I keep asking myself over and over again.
Can I manage not to get fired?
Can I manage not to burst into tears every time my boss points out something I didn't do?
Can I buy a car?
Can I make the payment?
Can I maintain my friendships while I become quietly more stressed, less available, and more strapped for cash?
Can I manage not to scare away the first boy in four years that I've actually enjoyed being with and talking to when every time he calls I end up blurting out "I got in an accident today, silly me!" or "I got written up at work and I think I might get fired! Haha! No worries though!" or "Hey sorry I didn't answer the phone I was at a dealership trying to figure out if I could afford to buy a car."?
Can I manage to sleep? Ever again? I feel like it's been months of insomnia. It has been months. At least two.
CAN I DO THIS? OH GOD, PEOPLE.
Can I manage not to get fired?
Can I manage not to burst into tears every time my boss points out something I didn't do?
Can I buy a car?
Can I make the payment?
Can I maintain my friendships while I become quietly more stressed, less available, and more strapped for cash?
Can I manage not to scare away the first boy in four years that I've actually enjoyed being with and talking to when every time he calls I end up blurting out "I got in an accident today, silly me!" or "I got written up at work and I think I might get fired! Haha! No worries though!" or "Hey sorry I didn't answer the phone I was at a dealership trying to figure out if I could afford to buy a car."?
Can I manage to sleep? Ever again? I feel like it's been months of insomnia. It has been months. At least two.
CAN I DO THIS? OH GOD, PEOPLE.