What a Difference a Year Makes
So here I am finally updating this thing. I told that I am really bad in updating this I know that one of my goals this year was to keep this thing updated but after six months I realized that I need to relax and realize that when I am ready to write then I will but I try to update more and more.
Now first thing that it as been a year since I first join lj. When I did get one I use this to keep and know updates on one of my closest friends and I did want to be out of loop so speak but as the year has past not only have I been able to keep up with the updates but I have express more than I thought I would have and I have gotten to know some great people in the process and now I would not trade the feeling that I have for them and it has allow me to grow as person so I could speak freely and not be afraid to express myself when I need to do it so thank you lj for letting me having an out to write how I feel even when I want some of my thoughts private so I am saying thank you.
Now on to the things that I have done since my last update. My life has pretty good just busy plus the days are not like they use to be where you could enjoy the long days of summer then you grow up and you realize that you have to deal with real world as it comes. But I do know one thing that I have been going through a transitional phase and for the most I am loving where I am ahead there was a time that I was not going to get back to that place where I am at peace and have true happiness but the outcome as been great. Like for instance a couple of weeks it was my soul sister birthday..(awww you finally growing up...lol) and I am so thankful to have you in my life even though I am missing our soul-searching talks at the moment but not only you have been a great soul-sister but so many times you have been that rock I could lean on and in the end my world is so much better why? because you are my sister and my family and that is one of the reasons of why I love you. So when we are going to have our "honeymoon"? We can work out the details later.
Of course last weekend I went to my aunt's wedding (mom's side of the family)anyway not only was it beautiful and romantic but for me it was the first time in a long time that I walk into the room and not only did I own the room but I felt beautiful and sexy all at the same time. Yay for the compliments! But it was great to be around family members that I have not seen in years and we all have a great time as a family of course there are two people but I know that they were in spirit so it felt like we are all there together as one. After having a wonderful weekend with them I had gotten an email from one my former college classmates that one of our classmates had just passed away.
Since I found out I am loving life more and more. Not to take people that have being in your life in past or even the present you tell them how much you love them and let them know that you do not take your relationship likely. No tomorrow is not promise to you but the moments that you share you will remember for the rest of your life. Sometimes we get so caught up in own lives or drama that we do not see that person or people who have been there and then in flash they are gone and all the things that we coulda said or should said. At moment one of that is keep me going when I think about her that I told her that I love her and you would not stranger to me and finally gave her a big hug before we said goodbye. I know that I am going to have my good days and bad days about this but one thing is for sure she will hold a special place in my heart always.
Well once again I have wrote more than I thought I would but feel free to drop me a line to say hi! Until next time I am thinking of you and be good to yourselves!
Now first thing that it as been a year since I first join lj. When I did get one I use this to keep and know updates on one of my closest friends and I did want to be out of loop so speak but as the year has past not only have I been able to keep up with the updates but I have express more than I thought I would have and I have gotten to know some great people in the process and now I would not trade the feeling that I have for them and it has allow me to grow as person so I could speak freely and not be afraid to express myself when I need to do it so thank you lj for letting me having an out to write how I feel even when I want some of my thoughts private so I am saying thank you.
Now on to the things that I have done since my last update. My life has pretty good just busy plus the days are not like they use to be where you could enjoy the long days of summer then you grow up and you realize that you have to deal with real world as it comes. But I do know one thing that I have been going through a transitional phase and for the most I am loving where I am ahead there was a time that I was not going to get back to that place where I am at peace and have true happiness but the outcome as been great. Like for instance a couple of weeks it was my soul sister birthday..(awww you finally growing up...lol) and I am so thankful to have you in my life even though I am missing our soul-searching talks at the moment but not only you have been a great soul-sister but so many times you have been that rock I could lean on and in the end my world is so much better why? because you are my sister and my family and that is one of the reasons of why I love you. So when we are going to have our "honeymoon"? We can work out the details later.
Of course last weekend I went to my aunt's wedding (mom's side of the family)anyway not only was it beautiful and romantic but for me it was the first time in a long time that I walk into the room and not only did I own the room but I felt beautiful and sexy all at the same time. Yay for the compliments! But it was great to be around family members that I have not seen in years and we all have a great time as a family of course there are two people but I know that they were in spirit so it felt like we are all there together as one. After having a wonderful weekend with them I had gotten an email from one my former college classmates that one of our classmates had just passed away.
Since I found out I am loving life more and more. Not to take people that have being in your life in past or even the present you tell them how much you love them and let them know that you do not take your relationship likely. No tomorrow is not promise to you but the moments that you share you will remember for the rest of your life. Sometimes we get so caught up in own lives or drama that we do not see that person or people who have been there and then in flash they are gone and all the things that we coulda said or should said. At moment one of that is keep me going when I think about her that I told her that I love her and you would not stranger to me and finally gave her a big hug before we said goodbye. I know that I am going to have my good days and bad days about this but one thing is for sure she will hold a special place in my heart always.
Well once again I have wrote more than I thought I would but feel free to drop me a line to say hi! Until next time I am thinking of you and be good to yourselves!