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so yeah.. today was good. i had work from 9-1 and that was surprisingly okay.. because the mornings are mucho slow and i can read magazines and all that ish. so after work i went home and relaxed and stuff.. got ready and then al picked me up around 6 so we could go to his band practice and then hang out. of course i had mucho fun.. i miss him so much though. but everything's okay now so i'm happy. we went to walmart and i didn't know what to get her so i went to kmart and i bought liz's presents for her birthday tomorrow. then i saw tom in country farms and that was cool because i havent seen him too much lately at all. we also tried to sneak into spider man 2 but there was someone there so we decided to try to walk on by but they were like 'excusee meee did i rip your ticket?' and we put on this act like we left them in the car.. and we never returned haha. it was funny.
then we walked around, went to his house for a while and watched a michael jackson movie on vh1 and that was pretty interesting. i still love him so much but i'm over the fact that he doesn't love me anymore. this stupid girl ashlee from iowa on myspace was texting him like totally flirting and that pissed me off but he doesn't like her. she has a boyfriend or something but i dunno.. i know how girls are because i am one and she most definetly wants his ass. i understand though because he is an amazing person and i don't see why girls wouldn't like him. he says i have nothing to worry about though, so that's good :) we decided that we are going to get married some day, and that our wedding song is going to be something crazy. any suggestions? haha.. wow i'm pathetic.
oh yeah! i weighed myself today and i weigh 125.. when i weighed like 135 last time i weighed myself maybe a few weeks/months ago. this starving thing is really working for me. i completely stop eating until i feel so hungry that i am going to die and then i'll eat something to hold me over until the next time i get really hungry. i've cheated on it but i only do that when i am bored or the food looks amazing so i keep myself occupied, such as updating this thing.
tomorrow i'm going to old bridge and i have to be at britt's house before 4 because they are having a party for liz, phil and britt's dog. i made a card for all of them.. even the dog.. i'm retarded but it's funny. that should be fun fun. old bridge crew rocks. PANTS, PANTS, PANTS PANTS PANTS! our stupid messed up rap that we made up last week while being retarded.. haha. that was good times.
well.. i'm going to try to talk to al now because i love talking to him.. i think he might be too busy though i dunno. it's all good though.. i'll update when i get back from old brdige probably on sunday night or monday. later skaters <3