i'm so happy :)
so yes, today was quite an amazing day :) i woke up at like 1ish and then i talked to gamze and around like 3 she drove over because she got her license and we went for a joyride! haha we went to kim and jess's house but they weren't home.. and then we visited steph at shop-wrong.. it was cool. then she had to bring the car back so she dropped me off around 430. we were pimpin that explorer lol.
then at like 530ish al came and got me :) and we went to adam's house because he wanted to practice with him for a little while. that was fun lol adam's parents are away for a while so adam has the house to himself and yeah, paul had to bust in on us in the bathroom.. we were just talking though i swear. :) and then we all went to the boardwalk, it was 'brick night' according to steph lol.. i saw jackie! i haven't seen her since school so that was cool, everyone and their mom was there, all my cool friends :) hehe. and then i saw chris wisuwati from old bridge, i asked him for a cigarette and hes like hey didn't you used to live in old bridge and i was like yeahhh.. that was weird. i always see old bridge people there now.. it's kinda weird. and it's always people i haven't seen in years, not the regulars which i see every weekend. i love my regulars haha<3
i think today was the best day i have had in a long time, because me and al are definetly okay now. we are definetly almost the exact way we used to be. something that just completely made my life happened and that was him telling me that he wants to get back together soon. i didn't even have to ask him or anything, he just told me and it was amazing. i love him. that's the only thing i can't tell him anymore though because i know he doesn't have those feelings towards me, and hopefully he's gaining them back. i'll just wait until he tells me eventually to say it :) it hurts not being able to tell him though. it's okay. i am so happy right now. =) i would seriously not mind spending the rest of my life with only him. i just have a good feeling about him and i know we're meant to be together.. okay i'll shut up now lol..
well tomorrow me and gamze are supposed to go to the mall. i always go to the mall when i don't have money. it sucks. whenever i have money, i don't go to the mall. that's just the way it works. i can't wait to go school shopping. i get a paycheck on friday so that will be good. i hope i get a lot. that would be very awesome. i think i'm hitting up old bridge on friday too because i have off all of these days and i want to go there. i'm really happy too because britt found my red work shirt which i thought was missing :) hehe.
the only thing that isn't good in my life right now is the fact that i am completely broke. only 3 more days of no money though, so it's okay. i'll deal with it. i'm gonna go talk to some people now so until tomorrow.. byebyee <3