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This message is to spenser, I HOPE YOU READ THIS SPENSER. You piss me off. You hurt my feelings. You make me cry. Rarely do I smile because of you. You don't make me feel special. You only tell me you love me when we're getting off the phone. You never look into my eyes and tell me im beautiful. But you do look into my eyes and lie to me. Or you look into my eyes and promise something, only to completely blow me off a few days later. You're too busy for me. Maybe you want a girlfriend, maybe you don't, who the fuck knows with you. Im sick of your games. Im sick of being your girlfriend only when it is convenient for you. Im sick of NOT being the special girl in your life, and im sick of you forgetting about me. I can do so much better. I can find a REAL MAN who will love me 100% and take the exta few minutes every day to show me he loves me and cares about me. I can find someone who is like what you used to be. I dont know why youre so different. Youre not the Spenser you used to be, the Spenser who I loved and who loved me back, the Spenser I grew up with. No, now you just make me cry all the time and make me unhappy. And you do it on purpose too. Ive told you over and over yet everynight you still do the same exact thing and blow me off. Well, im done with this shit, im done with being unhappy. Have fun throwing away our relationship.