Clarification. Heart stutters. Be Here Tonight. No No I won't ask what I can't answer....
I deserve this. I realize that. I was horrible. Still horrible. Selfish Selfish Selfish.
I am sorry.
Those words drip out of my mouth in childlike drool. You know. I know. They are not enough.
You were also more cynical more deep than me. Maybe I am giving you too much credit. I hope the abundance of credit will make up for my lack of love.
Anyway.
I wish you could read this. And know something. Feel something. Not want me back something. Just something to undo the done.
I am sorry.
Those words drip out of my mouth in childlike drool. You know. I know. They are not enough.
You were also more cynical more deep than me. Maybe I am giving you too much credit. I hope the abundance of credit will make up for my lack of love.
Anyway.
I wish you could read this. And know something. Feel something. Not want me back something. Just something to undo the done.