Jul 29, 2009 12:03
i want to die. this heat sucks. yesterday, i sat in the pilchuck river while the kids and charlie frolicked about. that was nice. but i have not slept well at all for the last three weeks and i totally had a break down at like 2 this morning. just sobbing uncontrollably and i couldn't calm down. corey, finally got me to stop crying long enough to get me in a cold shower. that helped a bit, but i still didn't really sleep. it's already 84 in my house... and who knows how hot it is outside. i just want to go float around in my parents' pool or the lake. but i feel bad leaving the house in it's current state. it was beautiful and clean, but then corey came home and now his shit from his trip is all over the place. ugh. so frustrating. but it's just too hot to be productive...
in other news, we have a family reunion and baby shower/bbq for my cousin lindsay, both in raymond, on saturday and another doctor's appointment on monday. so we'll be spending the weekend down there. 53 days until my due date. such craziness. the baby shower that sara and katie threw for me was really great. i got a ton of darling things for baby macey. i have another shower on august 23rd at corey's parents' house too. oh baby. i can't believe it's almost time for motherhood.
for now, i'm going to go drink some water and then hopefully jump in some.