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hormones are beginning to kick.
i just went into the bathroom a cried a little after reading this:
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
12:00AM - my first survey thing...
T h e | B a s i c s | a n d | s t u f f . . .
- Name: Trevor Thomas Reddell
- Birthplace: RWJ hospital, new brunwick, nj
- B-day: january 24, 1985
- Current Location: Martinsville, NJ
- Eye color: BLue
- Hair color: Blonde
- Height: 5'8"
- Righty or Lefty: Lefty
- Zodiac sign: Aquarius
- Your heritage: Polish, Irish, French, German
- Shoes you wore today: Converse with red and black checkered laces
- Your weakness: LOVE
- Your strengths: I can read people easily
- Your fears: Rejection
- Your perfect pizza: i prefer calzones, but a cheese pizze with garlic powder is A-OK
- Goal you'd like to achieve: To be a successful drummer and live a comfortable life with a happy family
- Your thoughts first waking up today: do i really have to fucking set up this kit?!?
- Your bedtime: preferrably early but that never happens
- Your most missed memory: Laying on Emily's floor watching her get ready to go out with me for dinner or a movie or whichever date...
- Pepsi or coke: Coke, NO ICE
- McDonald's or Burger King: The BK
- Single or Group dates: Single
- Best friends: Randy, Jim, The crew, Emily
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: I really wish...
- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea: Lipton
- Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
- Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
- Smoke: yeah moreso than i wish but its got its claws in me
- Cuss: yup - yeah more than i'd like to
- Sing: in the car or to myself in my room
- Take a shower everyday: i love to shower, wahsing hair is another story
- Have a crush: paris, ashlee simpson, lidsay lohan, Emily
- Do you think you've been in love: Still am...
- Want to go to college: desperately
- Where: ESU
- Like(d) high school: the academics no, the friends, yes
- Want to get married: yes...definitely
- Believe in yourself: sometimes
- Get motion sickness: nah not rally
- Think you're attractive: people say i am, but i could bbetter looking
- Think you're a health freak: nope
- Get along with your parent(s): more than i dont
- Like thunderstorms: hell yes
- Play an instrument: drums, and i toy with the guitar
- Ambition: Drums
- Country/Place you would most like to visit: Paris, France
I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol: yes
- Smoked: cigs yes
- Done a drug: Yes
- Had sex: no
- Made out: Yes
- Gone on a date: Nope
- Gone to the mall: Yeah, i watch people
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope
- Eaten sushi: UGh hell no
- Been on stage - Hell yea
- Been dumped: every day im not with her i feel like i have been...
- Gone skating: nah
- Made homemade cookies: no, but i should
- Gone skinnydipping: nuh uh
- Dyed your hair: no, im sticking with my blonde
- Stolen anything: yes, picks
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: haha nope
- If so, was it mixed company: --
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
- Been caught, you know: yep...in the condo, my bro walked in
- Been called a tease - nope im easy
- Gotten beaten up: nope but i would kick one person's ass in particular
- Shoplifted: yup i was a stealing whore
- Changed who you were to fit in: once, it was stupid
- Age you hope to be married: when im stable and good to go i hope thats ASAP
- Described your dream wedding: beach, palm trees, beautiful wife
- Thought about how you want to die: i never want to die, but i do like romantic death, romeo and juliet style
- Been curious about making out with "whatever" with a friend just for the hell of it, no strings attached?: i dont think so...
-Have you ever just said "what the hell" and just did it?: nah i dont think so...
G i r l | s t u f f . . .
- Best eye colour: BLue
- Best hair colour: Blonde
- Short or long hair: long
- Height: shorter than i
- Best weight: not emaciated so fucking gross
- Best articles of clothing: to take off? pants, undies are hot
- Best first date location: movies
- Best first kiss location: in the movies, when kissing really wasnt on my mind, only how pretty the girl is...
I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
# of drugs taken illegally: um 1? weed?
# of people I could trust with my life: 1 maybe....
# of CDs that i own: a lot im a music man
# of piercings: none
# of tattoos: none
# of scars on my body: 3 i think
S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essences
- What are you most scared of? being alone
- What are you listening to right now? rock against bush...alkaline trio- warbrain
- Who is the last person that called you? Emily
- How many buddies are online right now? 47
- How many are away: more than half
- What would you change about yourself? how i handle stress, but im working on that
F a v o r i t e . . .
- Colour: green and white
- Food: tacos
- Boy's name(s): matt, michael
- Girl's name(s): Cailin
- Subject(s) in school: Espanol
- Animal(s): Black Lab
- Sport(s): Baseball
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath? no but i've been bathed hahaha
- Got high? UH HUH
- Bungee jumped? hell no
- Made yourself throw up? yes...
- Skinny dipped? partially con flan haha
- Been in love? yes, still am
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? nah
- Pictured your crush naked? haha im a guy what do you think?
- Actually seen your crush naked? if Em counts as one then yeah i guess
- Cried when someone died? yes
- Lied? yes
- Fallen for your best friend? no
- Been rejected? yes
- Rejected someone? probably
- Used someone? probably
- Done something you regret? yes...
R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Clothes you're wearing: cons, dickies, hoodie, polo, yankee cap
- Music you're listening to: Rise Against
- Time where you are: 12:38 AM
- Annoyance thats... eh, annoying you: not being with who i want to be with
- Smell you're... eh, smelling: My room?
- Favourite actor(s): Tom Hanks
- Favourite band: Alkalin Trio
- Current Desktop picture: Baby Blue
- Book you're reading: Modern Drummer Feb issue
- CD in the player: Rock against Bush
- DVD in the player: Family Guy
L a s t | p e r s o n | y o u . . .
- Touched: Lisset
- Hugged: Baxter
- IM'd: Jimmy
- Yelled at: My manager
- Felt sorry for: Emily, cause of her test
- Missed terribly: Em
- Felt loved by: My mother
- Kissed: lovingly? My mother in another way? Melissa
- Spoke to: LB
- Cried to: Emily
- Cried over: Emily
P e o p l e | A s s o c i a t i o n . . .
(Name the people that you associate with the following words)
- Open minded: jeez...
- Arrogant: um....
- Insecure: Vani
- Interesting: Vani....
- Random: Randy
- Attractive: Emily
- Smart: Emily
- Moody: me sometimes haha
- Ambitious: Randy
- Healthy: um not i haha
- Shy: hmmm....
- Difficult: Em
- Buffed: me...you see these guns?!?!?!
- Bored easily: Jon
- Drunk: Devin
- Responsible: Brynn
- Obsessive: uhhh
- Angry: hmmm
- Sad: Me
- Happy: Bob Dee
- Hyper: Randy and I
- Talkative: 12 yr olds at hamilton st
- Illegal: see above hahaha
- Porn: So me!
- Cute: Em
- Violent: hmmm brendon?
- Unpredictable: brendon
- Repetition: dunno
- Drama: My bro
W h o | d o | y o u | w a n t | t o . . .
- Kill: Michael Hecht Havenick
- Slap: you mean kill? Michael Hecht Havenick
- Get really wasted with: Baxter, an Emily
- Get high with: Baxter, and Emily
- Look like: Matt Skiba (so rock n roll)
- Talk to face to face: billie joe armstrong, Emily
- Talk to indirectly (on the phone, online etc.): Emily
R a n d o m . . .
- In the morning I look like: crap...
- All I need is: love
- Love is: the greatest joy and the worst pain
- Coke or Pepsi: Coke NO ICE!!!!!!
- Flowers or candy: Flowers, Em got me roses once, and now i know why girls like them...
Y o u r | t h o u g h t s . . .
- I know: nothing
- I want: a good life
- I have: myself
- I wish: i could have the relationhip i want
- I hate: Frat boys, espcially one
- I fear: rejection
- I hear: music
- I just: backspaced....
- I search: for meaning
- I wonder: why
- I regret: not going to school
- I'm hurt by: Em, and that asshole
- I like: Feeling Loved
- I hate: Michael Hecht Havenick, you rich prick....
i just went into the bathroom a cried a little after reading this:
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
12:00AM - my first survey thing...
T h e | B a s i c s | a n d | s t u f f . . .
- Name: Trevor Thomas Reddell
- Birthplace: RWJ hospital, new brunwick, nj
- B-day: january 24, 1985
- Current Location: Martinsville, NJ
- Eye color: BLue
- Hair color: Blonde
- Height: 5'8"
- Righty or Lefty: Lefty
- Zodiac sign: Aquarius
- Your heritage: Polish, Irish, French, German
- Shoes you wore today: Converse with red and black checkered laces
- Your weakness: LOVE
- Your strengths: I can read people easily
- Your fears: Rejection
- Your perfect pizza: i prefer calzones, but a cheese pizze with garlic powder is A-OK
- Goal you'd like to achieve: To be a successful drummer and live a comfortable life with a happy family
- Your thoughts first waking up today: do i really have to fucking set up this kit?!?
- Your bedtime: preferrably early but that never happens
- Your most missed memory: Laying on Emily's floor watching her get ready to go out with me for dinner or a movie or whichever date...
- Pepsi or coke: Coke, NO ICE
- McDonald's or Burger King: The BK
- Single or Group dates: Single
- Best friends: Randy, Jim, The crew, Emily
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: I really wish...
- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea: Lipton
- Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
- Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
- Smoke: yeah moreso than i wish but its got its claws in me
- Cuss: yup - yeah more than i'd like to
- Sing: in the car or to myself in my room
- Take a shower everyday: i love to shower, wahsing hair is another story
- Have a crush: paris, ashlee simpson, lidsay lohan, Emily
- Do you think you've been in love: Still am...
- Want to go to college: desperately
- Where: ESU
- Like(d) high school: the academics no, the friends, yes
- Want to get married: yes...definitely
- Believe in yourself: sometimes
- Get motion sickness: nah not rally
- Think you're attractive: people say i am, but i could bbetter looking
- Think you're a health freak: nope
- Get along with your parent(s): more than i dont
- Like thunderstorms: hell yes
- Play an instrument: drums, and i toy with the guitar
- Ambition: Drums
- Country/Place you would most like to visit: Paris, France
I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol: yes
- Smoked: cigs yes
- Done a drug: Yes
- Had sex: no
- Made out: Yes
- Gone on a date: Nope
- Gone to the mall: Yeah, i watch people
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope
- Eaten sushi: UGh hell no
- Been on stage - Hell yea
- Been dumped: every day im not with her i feel like i have been...
- Gone skating: nah
- Made homemade cookies: no, but i should
- Gone skinnydipping: nuh uh
- Dyed your hair: no, im sticking with my blonde
- Stolen anything: yes, picks
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: haha nope
- If so, was it mixed company: --
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
- Been caught, you know: yep...in the condo, my bro walked in
- Been called a tease - nope im easy
- Gotten beaten up: nope but i would kick one person's ass in particular
- Shoplifted: yup i was a stealing whore
- Changed who you were to fit in: once, it was stupid
- Age you hope to be married: when im stable and good to go i hope thats ASAP
- Described your dream wedding: beach, palm trees, beautiful wife
- Thought about how you want to die: i never want to die, but i do like romantic death, romeo and juliet style
- Been curious about making out with "whatever" with a friend just for the hell of it, no strings attached?: i dont think so...
-Have you ever just said "what the hell" and just did it?: nah i dont think so...
G i r l | s t u f f . . .
- Best eye colour: BLue
- Best hair colour: Blonde
- Short or long hair: long
- Height: shorter than i
- Best weight: not emaciated so fucking gross
- Best articles of clothing: to take off? pants, undies are hot
- Best first date location: movies
- Best first kiss location: in the movies, when kissing really wasnt on my mind, only how pretty the girl is...
I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
# of drugs taken illegally: um 1? weed?
# of people I could trust with my life: 1 maybe....
# of CDs that i own: a lot im a music man
# of piercings: none
# of tattoos: none
# of scars on my body: 3 i think
S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essences
- What are you most scared of? being alone
- What are you listening to right now? rock against bush...alkaline trio- warbrain
- Who is the last person that called you? Emily
- How many buddies are online right now? 47
- How many are away: more than half
- What would you change about yourself? how i handle stress, but im working on that
F a v o r i t e . . .
- Colour: green and white
- Food: tacos
- Boy's name(s): matt, michael
- Girl's name(s): Cailin
- Subject(s) in school: Espanol
- Animal(s): Black Lab
- Sport(s): Baseball
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath? no but i've been bathed hahaha
- Got high? UH HUH
- Bungee jumped? hell no
- Made yourself throw up? yes...
- Skinny dipped? partially con flan haha
- Been in love? yes, still am
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? nah
- Pictured your crush naked? haha im a guy what do you think?
- Actually seen your crush naked? if Em counts as one then yeah i guess
- Cried when someone died? yes
- Lied? yes
- Fallen for your best friend? no
- Been rejected? yes
- Rejected someone? probably
- Used someone? probably
- Done something you regret? yes...
R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Clothes you're wearing: cons, dickies, hoodie, polo, yankee cap
- Music you're listening to: Rise Against
- Time where you are: 12:38 AM
- Annoyance thats... eh, annoying you: not being with who i want to be with
- Smell you're... eh, smelling: My room?
- Favourite actor(s): Tom Hanks
- Favourite band: Alkalin Trio
- Current Desktop picture: Baby Blue
- Book you're reading: Modern Drummer Feb issue
- CD in the player: Rock against Bush
- DVD in the player: Family Guy
L a s t | p e r s o n | y o u . . .
- Touched: Lisset
- Hugged: Baxter
- IM'd: Jimmy
- Yelled at: My manager
- Felt sorry for: Emily, cause of her test
- Missed terribly: Em
- Felt loved by: My mother
- Kissed: lovingly? My mother in another way? Melissa
- Spoke to: LB
- Cried to: Emily
- Cried over: Emily
P e o p l e | A s s o c i a t i o n . . .
(Name the people that you associate with the following words)
- Open minded: jeez...
- Arrogant: um....
- Insecure: Vani
- Interesting: Vani....
- Random: Randy
- Attractive: Emily
- Smart: Emily
- Moody: me sometimes haha
- Ambitious: Randy
- Healthy: um not i haha
- Shy: hmmm....
- Difficult: Em
- Buffed: me...you see these guns?!?!?!
- Bored easily: Jon
- Drunk: Devin
- Responsible: Brynn
- Obsessive: uhhh
- Angry: hmmm
- Sad: Me
- Happy: Bob Dee
- Hyper: Randy and I
- Talkative: 12 yr olds at hamilton st
- Illegal: see above hahaha
- Porn: So me!
- Cute: Em
- Violent: hmmm brendon?
- Unpredictable: brendon
- Repetition: dunno
- Drama: My bro
W h o | d o | y o u | w a n t | t o . . .
- Kill: Michael Hecht Havenick
- Slap: you mean kill? Michael Hecht Havenick
- Get really wasted with: Baxter, an Emily
- Get high with: Baxter, and Emily
- Look like: Matt Skiba (so rock n roll)
- Talk to face to face: billie joe armstrong, Emily
- Talk to indirectly (on the phone, online etc.): Emily
R a n d o m . . .
- In the morning I look like: crap...
- All I need is: love
- Love is: the greatest joy and the worst pain
- Coke or Pepsi: Coke NO ICE!!!!!!
- Flowers or candy: Flowers, Em got me roses once, and now i know why girls like them...
Y o u r | t h o u g h t s . . .
- I know: nothing
- I want: a good life
- I have: myself
- I wish: i could have the relationhip i want
- I hate: Frat boys, espcially one
- I fear: rejection
- I hear: music
- I just: backspaced....
- I search: for meaning
- I wonder: why
- I regret: not going to school
- I'm hurt by: Em, and that asshole
- I like: Feeling Loved
- I hate: Michael Hecht Havenick, you rich prick....