It's beautiful to let go don't you know?

[missjennis87]

okay well i was in a great mood until like 2 seconds ago. lol and felt like writing cuz i was happy! lol but apparently now "i partly caused a break-up" oh lord give me a break. they both dump each other and somehow that is MY fault? lol i don't get it at all. i just had a conversation with her saying to do what she wanted to do and if she wasn't happy not to stay with him. and i told her i can't tell her what to do but only what i've been through and stuff. it was NOT my decision and it was MUTUAL! lol i don't get it but whatever. lol sorry this is going to seem completely pointless but lets just say i've helped this kid out quite a bit and now he's blaming me for something that really wasn't my fault. oh well tho what can u do i still love them both very very much.

lol enough about that little frustration i am very happy today. i just realized that i've been holding on to things that weren't even REALLY there to hold onto. and it made me happy cuz it just caused unwanted bullshit in my life. and i decided from now on i'm gonna try really hard to be happier. cuz i have a lot of people in my life that i love to death and tha tmean a lot to me. and i should just appreciate that and not worry about the people that aren't very nice to me. lol court i'm sure u totally know what i'm talking about here. and yeah good mood all around :)

plus spring break is almost here! i'm so excited!!

i love you! <3