For Z
She will never fall in love again. Never feel the sun on her face. Eat the best pizza on campus. Never dance to her favorite song, sing at the top of her lungs. She'll never have babies. Never get married. No more laughing till it hurts. Taking road trips with friends. Fishing on a hot summer day. She'll never get to help another out with her kind words. No one will ever get to see her smile again. No more rainy days jumping in puddles. Taking funny photos and laughing our asses off. Sunsets, sunrises, flowers, friends, family, puppies, music, ice cream, Christmas time, snowy winter days, sunny summer ones, the smell of fall, the flowers in spring, shopping, traveling, drinking, going to the beach, playing with kids, dreaming of her future, going to school, getting her degree, swimming, fishing, walking, everything...She'll never change the world now.
She'll never worry about her weight. Have a bad hair day. Worry about a test. Get jealous over a boyfriend. No more mean comments from insecure people. Pulling all nighters to finish a paper. No more crying. No more sadness. Being scared of her future. worrying for friends and family. No more pain. Worry, hurt, sadness, fear, pain, hate, jealousy, anger...It all just feels so unimportant now. For her it's all over. One stupid night, just trying to have fun. One stupid mistake. One stupid person bringing GHB to the party. And it was all over for her. She never had a chance.
She who knew the secret to life, lived it to it's fullest. Who always smiled, always had a good time.
No more drugs, no more getting drunk and being irresponsible. No more crying over dumb things. It's clear for me now. She lived her life, even at a young age she didn't let things bring her down. She was always smiling.
She didn't get a second chance but I did.
RIP friend...
She'll never worry about her weight. Have a bad hair day. Worry about a test. Get jealous over a boyfriend. No more mean comments from insecure people. Pulling all nighters to finish a paper. No more crying. No more sadness. Being scared of her future. worrying for friends and family. No more pain. Worry, hurt, sadness, fear, pain, hate, jealousy, anger...It all just feels so unimportant now. For her it's all over. One stupid night, just trying to have fun. One stupid mistake. One stupid person bringing GHB to the party. And it was all over for her. She never had a chance.
She who knew the secret to life, lived it to it's fullest. Who always smiled, always had a good time.
No more drugs, no more getting drunk and being irresponsible. No more crying over dumb things. It's clear for me now. She lived her life, even at a young age she didn't let things bring her down. She was always smiling.
She didn't get a second chance but I did.
RIP friend...