Game Night
It is once again time for game night. The first game night ever made me fall head over heels for a certain boy with quite a delicious ass. This one will be interesting to say the least. It's all about first impressions. And what people might report back to other people about me. So...How do you make a good first impression.
See when it comes to children and old people they think I'm amazing. I'm right there listening, not acting bored, laughing at their jokes and just having a gay ole time. But people my age and middle aged just make me weird. I know you're supposed to be yourself, but dammit I've tried and it's just impossible when you're nervous. This works when say meeting a boyfriends parents because then you seem like this nice shy timid girl who's quite possibly a virgin instead of a raging nympho who likes to put their son in handcuffs and do naughty things....hehe nope not that girl at all.
But back to the people my age. It usually doesn't matter to me what people think. But sometimes I want people to like me. This is why I'm scared to meet any of Patrick's friends or family. I mean I've gotten lucky with Lincoln and Clare. Lincoln loves me because I bought him a Rubik's Cube and Clare...well Clare's just like me...quite possibly my favorite person ever.
Anyways we'll see how all goes, if it even goes at all. Maybe I'll be lucky tonight and it'll just be me, Dan, and Doug. But lucks never on my side, especially if it has a chance to put me in a really awkward position.
See when it comes to children and old people they think I'm amazing. I'm right there listening, not acting bored, laughing at their jokes and just having a gay ole time. But people my age and middle aged just make me weird. I know you're supposed to be yourself, but dammit I've tried and it's just impossible when you're nervous. This works when say meeting a boyfriends parents because then you seem like this nice shy timid girl who's quite possibly a virgin instead of a raging nympho who likes to put their son in handcuffs and do naughty things....hehe nope not that girl at all.
But back to the people my age. It usually doesn't matter to me what people think. But sometimes I want people to like me. This is why I'm scared to meet any of Patrick's friends or family. I mean I've gotten lucky with Lincoln and Clare. Lincoln loves me because I bought him a Rubik's Cube and Clare...well Clare's just like me...quite possibly my favorite person ever.
Anyways we'll see how all goes, if it even goes at all. Maybe I'll be lucky tonight and it'll just be me, Dan, and Doug. But lucks never on my side, especially if it has a chance to put me in a really awkward position.