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i never post anymore this is sad.
yesterday it rained so much! actually nto so much, so hard.. i wish it was longer thoguh. But now it's beautiful, I lvoe how it changes so much. Which is weird, because I really hate change and I always have.
Yesterday I flipped out on my parents and I don't know why but whenever I yell at them my voice like cracks its not that I'm crying.. or maybe i am.. but it just does and yesterday it happened like always and my mom was liek WHY DO YOU ALWAYS CRY WHAT THE HELL HAS BEEN WRONG WITH YOU ALL YEAR. so then i just went upstairs and didnt let myself get upset because i dont even really know why i was yelling at them in the first place. This exact situation happens like every weekend too but theyll never change. and I'll never change. Maybe change isn't so bad...
I'm babysitting for 8 hours today. I hate babysitting I dont know what im going to do to entertain these people for that long.. HOW WAS I LIKE THEM AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE?
yesterday it rained so much! actually nto so much, so hard.. i wish it was longer thoguh. But now it's beautiful, I lvoe how it changes so much. Which is weird, because I really hate change and I always have.
Yesterday I flipped out on my parents and I don't know why but whenever I yell at them my voice like cracks its not that I'm crying.. or maybe i am.. but it just does and yesterday it happened like always and my mom was liek WHY DO YOU ALWAYS CRY WHAT THE HELL HAS BEEN WRONG WITH YOU ALL YEAR. so then i just went upstairs and didnt let myself get upset because i dont even really know why i was yelling at them in the first place. This exact situation happens like every weekend too but theyll never change. and I'll never change. Maybe change isn't so bad...
I'm babysitting for 8 hours today. I hate babysitting I dont know what im going to do to entertain these people for that long.. HOW WAS I LIKE THEM AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE?