air conditioning makes me cold
I seem to not be able to find a happy medium with anything in my life. A/C is to cold, without it I am hot, I am too loud or too quiet, too bold or too afraid, too lazy or too driven, where is the balance of it all.
I really want to work on that balance thing, I NEED to work on it, moreso.
I decided not to start a grad class this semester. a. I don't have 836 dollars, b. I am still hoping for a permanent TA job somewhere waiting on the pending certification from the state of new york. and c. I don't want to fail a class because I am working three jobs, wegmans, pastor barb, and ta.
I also recently got a promotion of sorts at wegmans. I am now a customer service desk employee. go me. Mostly cuz they asked me to do so.
I had a good weekend of sorts. Visited Corrina before she leaves the country for a year, or until she gets kidnapped and they try to sell her on the human trafficing market at which point Keli, Josh and I are taking a trip to Europe for a rescue project. Aslthough we may take a few stops on the way, You know London, Paris, etc, lol. But we have to save her cuz the A/G doesnt pay ransom.
Anyway had a lot of fun and I love my friends I wish that they lived say an hour away as opposed to 4- 4.5 hours away. Oh well.
I should be moving into my office sometime this week or next week, when the office is ALL mine not just my corner of it, yay!
Although I think I am taking a sabbatical from youth ministry. I dont mind working with my kids or whatever I just dont want to be the incharge one for a month or so. I need some time to clear my mind, my head and get my life straight with God. I said straight up to my pastor that I am not right with God so how can i effectively lead kids towards him. he kinda blew it off. that was sucky, but I think with the start of the school year the new building transition and hopefully so added leaders we should be a-ok
we're going to the fair friday. I am a bit nervous of this event so pray for me and that I dont go insane, and no one gets hurt.
I am going to sort some stuff out now, I thought I would update though since I havent in a while.
Love you all:-D
I really want to work on that balance thing, I NEED to work on it, moreso.
I decided not to start a grad class this semester. a. I don't have 836 dollars, b. I am still hoping for a permanent TA job somewhere waiting on the pending certification from the state of new york. and c. I don't want to fail a class because I am working three jobs, wegmans, pastor barb, and ta.
I also recently got a promotion of sorts at wegmans. I am now a customer service desk employee. go me. Mostly cuz they asked me to do so.
I had a good weekend of sorts. Visited Corrina before she leaves the country for a year, or until she gets kidnapped and they try to sell her on the human trafficing market at which point Keli, Josh and I are taking a trip to Europe for a rescue project. Aslthough we may take a few stops on the way, You know London, Paris, etc, lol. But we have to save her cuz the A/G doesnt pay ransom.
Anyway had a lot of fun and I love my friends I wish that they lived say an hour away as opposed to 4- 4.5 hours away. Oh well.
I should be moving into my office sometime this week or next week, when the office is ALL mine not just my corner of it, yay!
Although I think I am taking a sabbatical from youth ministry. I dont mind working with my kids or whatever I just dont want to be the incharge one for a month or so. I need some time to clear my mind, my head and get my life straight with God. I said straight up to my pastor that I am not right with God so how can i effectively lead kids towards him. he kinda blew it off. that was sucky, but I think with the start of the school year the new building transition and hopefully so added leaders we should be a-ok
we're going to the fair friday. I am a bit nervous of this event so pray for me and that I dont go insane, and no one gets hurt.
I am going to sort some stuff out now, I thought I would update though since I havent in a while.
Love you all:-D