Good clean sober fun
I haven't updated much in a while, but it doesn't really matter cuz I bet no one cares.
I was just talking to Dan online and it made me realize how much I miss some of those people I used to call my friends, but I'm not to sure right now if they ever were my friends. I understand if they don't agree with what I did over Spring Break cuz I know it was wrong and I really hurt someone, but for once in my life I wanted to be selfish and make myself happy. Not that I wasn't happy before, it was just really hard for me to be happy and we had to work on it all the time. It's sad that people could see how my entire attitude and mood change. I've been more upbeat and just more pleasant. For as much as I lost, I've gained a lot too. Kaylan and I are finally becoming best friends again, which is awesome because I finally have someone to talk to. I've become a lot closer with all my softball girls again and I know I could call anyone of them if I ever needed anything. I've been meeting new people and working on lost friendships which is awesome. Mike and I haven't ever had a fight yet and we've been having a lot of fun together. I still miss everyone and hanging out, but I know no one really wants to be my friend anymore, oh well. If any of you (and you know who I'm talking to) ever want to talk or something you can always call me cuz I do miss some of you very much.
On a lighter note, my mom left for Florida Wednesday morning to move my Grandma and Grandpa up to Michigan cuz my Grandma has Alzheimer’s (I don't know how that was a lighter note). She's come back tomorrow night so tonight I'm going to have some people over to watch movies and play games and such. Kaylan bring your own sheets to soil lol.
Well, people will probably be arriving soon so I better get ready. Peace.
P.S. I gave blood today and passed out and was sent home, ha.
I was just talking to Dan online and it made me realize how much I miss some of those people I used to call my friends, but I'm not to sure right now if they ever were my friends. I understand if they don't agree with what I did over Spring Break cuz I know it was wrong and I really hurt someone, but for once in my life I wanted to be selfish and make myself happy. Not that I wasn't happy before, it was just really hard for me to be happy and we had to work on it all the time. It's sad that people could see how my entire attitude and mood change. I've been more upbeat and just more pleasant. For as much as I lost, I've gained a lot too. Kaylan and I are finally becoming best friends again, which is awesome because I finally have someone to talk to. I've become a lot closer with all my softball girls again and I know I could call anyone of them if I ever needed anything. I've been meeting new people and working on lost friendships which is awesome. Mike and I haven't ever had a fight yet and we've been having a lot of fun together. I still miss everyone and hanging out, but I know no one really wants to be my friend anymore, oh well. If any of you (and you know who I'm talking to) ever want to talk or something you can always call me cuz I do miss some of you very much.
On a lighter note, my mom left for Florida Wednesday morning to move my Grandma and Grandpa up to Michigan cuz my Grandma has Alzheimer’s (I don't know how that was a lighter note). She's come back tomorrow night so tonight I'm going to have some people over to watch movies and play games and such. Kaylan bring your own sheets to soil lol.
Well, people will probably be arriving soon so I better get ready. Peace.
P.S. I gave blood today and passed out and was sent home, ha.