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so yea. i havent written in here in awhile. and a few things have occured tonite so i thought id tell ya. i talked to adam tonite. u know the guy in the marine corp. so yea well he called me tonite. wow. that was unexpected. took the words from my mouth. he said hes been thinking about me alot and he had to get a few things off his conscience. mainly how he screwed up writing that letter and how he lied and didnt have a ex gf he was going to get bak with and shit. i told him he didnt have to lie all he had to do was tell the truth and i would have been more understanding. plus i dont like liars so that wouldnt have helped him out at all. and i told him he'll find the perfect girl for him eventually and that it just takes time....his reply "you've found the perfect man for you and i had found the perfect girl for me and let her slip away" aww wow. i didnt even know wat to say. wow. adam. jeeze o peets. he is leaving for iraq in july or june i do believe. i dont know the exact date but it is here within the next few months. and i told him we could still be friends..his reply "if we just be friends ill want more and i wont be able to have more" wow. he's so sweet tho. how can u reply to those words???? lol. and then he asked me if we "had anything" before that letter....and i said possibly and that i wasnt quite sure....that in my mind then we had a really good chance together that things could have worked out...but once i got that letter after awhile ...well after i got over the hurt from it....i tried to get rj bak and once i got him bak that was it for anymore guys...i told him i was sorry and that i dont mind being friends at all. that i really would like it. and i told him if he ever needed to talk or just wanted to talk i was just a fone call away and that if he's ever in IN or IL to hit me up and we'll hang out. and i told him ill never for get him becuz he had said that it was time to forgive and forget and there is NO way i could forget him. he made a big impact on my life....kari knows wat i mean with the whole getting with another guy after rj....right kari??? anyways i also told him ill never forget the great times we've had together and the great talks we've shared. so yea...tonite was an eventfull night....adam WOW! he's a great guy