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so yea. i think i just lost my bestfriend. i dont think for good. but im feeling pretty much like shit. and on top of hit everything else is hitting me. like umm me moving. wow. seeing who im leavin behind and my lil sister. this is killing me. no matter how much i know i need to go and i want to. it hurts like hell. i mean my lil sister...she doesnt deserve to hardly ever see me. shes only 5 yrs old and looks up to me like crazy. like tonite at dinner she wanted to order everything that i did. and that she did. she ordered exactly wat i ordered. when dad asked her wat she wanted she was like *wats sissy having?* and when he asked her if shes havin a burrito she said *is sissy having that cuz i want wat she gets* this is killing me. i dont wanna leave her behind i wish icould take them all with me. i wish rj was turning 18 before me. i wish this wasnt so hard. and now i find out adam is bak in FL. lsdjfsldkj god i hate him sooo much. SO EFFING MUCH!! lkdgjldfjgdflj i hate faggots! ldfjdflk i hate all dumb idiots.
im sorry guys. i knead you all like crazy. i miss you all very much
I <3 you!
im sorry guys. i knead you all like crazy. i miss you all very much
I <3 you!