doc :(

[missingx_xyou]

i hate doctors. i hate the hospital. and i hate the ER. i had to go to the ER today. :( my mom picked me up from Aaron's to take me there. becuz this morning i woke up with this quarter size bump on my face by my right ear. and so we went to luthern. and then they took blood for some tests and took xrays on my chest. and erg. thats scary. and then

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[farretgal]

No need to be sorry... you can't help the way you feel.... I wasn't trying to sound mean or anything and you are right, times have changed. I do know what you are going through with the dr. thing.. I went through it... for several years, drs. trying to figure out what was wrong with me and trying to figure out why I had all that pain.... I finally got part of it taken care of once I got to florida. I still have pain that they do not know what is wrong.. I have had so many MRI's, cat scans, ultra sounds (internal and external), blood tests.. all that wonderful stuff.

I do love and care for you, you are just like one of my daughters and it makes me sad to hear how unhappy you and Kari are. I want the best for you two and wish I could make you both happy.

Maybe I shouldn't have said anything... but I felt I needed to. You and Kari can come to me anytime you need to talk about anything....but I know it's "not cool" to talk to your parents or friends parents, but I am always here if you need me.

Try to hang in there - things will get better.

Mom

[missingx_xyou]

and i wasnt tryin to sound rude or cruel either. its just hard. i try to hang in there. and so does kari. but it doesnt help that we're 18 hours apart and when we need eachother the most....we cant just run to eachother. her being in florida is one of the hardest things for us. we cant handle it. and a year for us to be able to have the friendship we once did is way to long. we hoped so much she could stay here. she was sooo happy. like u dont even believe. i havent seen kari that happy in a long time. and to see her go back to florida and then get all depressed and lose all sense of happiness. that hurts. im sorry but if you care for her and love her as much as you say....you would see what pain she is in and how unhappy she is. you cant make her happy. only she can. and there she doesnt ever see her being happy. nowadays i dont see it either. all i know is all she does is cry and she feels so lonely and scared. and i cant help her. becuz shes all the way there and im up here. i know we can talk to you whenever we need to its not that its *uncool* becuz who really cares about that. its just. when it comes to kari...sorry to say...but you dont really listen. at all. all you hear is what you want and what you seem to think is best for her. well honostly florida isnt doing nething good for her. if only you heard her talk and heard her cry and felt her pain. i know her pain. i hear her cry and talk. i know it all. i feel it all. becuz im the same. im sorry if this upsets you. but its the truth. and i dont know any other way of saying it.

im sorry. thx.

luv u.

[farretgal]

Well, I have my reasons for having her live with me.. I won't go into it but I do have my reasons.

Yes I do listen to my daughter.. you are not here and am only hearing Kari's side of it.

I'm not going to get into an argument about where Kari belongs because this will only upset Kari and I won't do that to her. she belongs with her FAMILY!!

Don't tell me that I don't love Kari by not letting her live in Indiana...and don't try to make me feel guilty about it either. I do have my reasons and I love Kari so much and never want to see her hurt and that is one of the reasons I know her place is with her family in Florida.

I won't discuss this anymore, not on a public forum.

I know how you talk about hating where you live too, just like I know Kari talks about not liking it in Florida.

[missingx_xyou]

i wasnt saying you didnt love her. i know you love her with everything you have. and i know you have ur reasons. im not saying nething is bad about you. and yes she does belong with her family but shes not happy at all. im sorry but she isnt. and her family isnt making her any happier just becuz shes with them. and yes i do talk about hating where i live. and thats becuz i do. and yes kari hates it there as well. but thats becuz she feels like she belongs here and not there. she feels i dno happy here. i just go by what she tells me and how she feels. end of story. im sorry. i never meant to make you mad by saying all that. you just misunderstood. all i care bout is kari and i hate the way she is feeling and talking. i know becuz im in her shoes. ive been there. still am. and it sucks and i just dont want her to go thru what i do. its not right. i dont want nething to happen to kari. and things will. as she says. she cant handle this pain anymore. im sorry. but its the truth. its not just becuz she hates it there its becuz she feels as if she doesnt belong there. her feelings not mine. im not trying to upset you though really and im not trying to make you feel guilty i am just trying to inform you of kari. just kari. that is my only concern right now. kari. thats it. i want wats best for her. i want her happy. and i believe you should know sumthings of how she feels. but i cant exactly tell you. i would but i cant. just please watch her. i cant so please will you. it scares me to death how she talks these days and its not good. i know she wouldnt do nething stupid becuz shes better than that. but regardless its still wat she says. how she feels. and i know you want wats best for her and you will alwayz watch out for her and you love her.

im sorry for upsetting you. wasnt intentional.

[simply_amazingx]

I will definitely take care of her and not let anything happen to her... I only want to help her and prepare her for the whole world that lies ahead of her. Kari has changed so much in the last few years... she used to be so happy and always had a smile on her face... I want that old Kari back!!!

[simply_amazingx]

Oops.... I guess Kari forgot to log out.. I thought I was on my name......Make sure you sign out next time poopyface.... LMAO