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why have i been so unhappy lately? i wish i knew the answer. could it be that i still can't drive and have been stuck at home all the time? and i am not getting along with my mother all that great or hockey started and i am really busy all the time now? and school is just fucking retarded god i hate it i hate the people in our grade i just hate everything about that place. hate my classes they all seem like a waste to me. i feel like i am losing everyone that i have or had. or maybe that i haven't seen my bf since sunday and prolly wont' this weekend either. yah well i dunno but it sucks. i hate it and i don't know what to do but hope that i wake up happy the next day. but something always pisses me off. maybe i am just over reacting and taking it out on other people which i most likely am but i don't know how else to deal with it. i don't mean to do it at all and i am really sorry if i do. i dunno i just think after next week i will be happy again. i hope anyways. none of this probably makes sense to any of you i just needed to vent for a second so sorry about that. well i am out so ttyl