Ugh.
I feel like one of the world's worst people. I hate being at my house. I've been in a shitty mood since before I went to sleep last night - and it seemed to carry over into today. I don't want to go to work, but it's only for 4.5 hours and then I'm off until at least Monday for sure because dontcha know it - I have Sunday off, thank god. Working on NYE isn't my cup of tea.
I want to scream loudly. Punch something. Smoke a cigarette. Drink some liquor. Watch a movie. Go to Bishop park and yell...
I dont know -- I'm just in a really bad mood and I'm not sure what is going to fix it. Oh wait.. I do know! It's jut not going to happen.
I suck at this, I really do.
I can't WAIT for this year to end. It's had more ups and downs than I'd ever expected.
I want to scream loudly. Punch something. Smoke a cigarette. Drink some liquor. Watch a movie. Go to Bishop park and yell...
I dont know -- I'm just in a really bad mood and I'm not sure what is going to fix it. Oh wait.. I do know! It's jut not going to happen.
I suck at this, I really do.
I can't WAIT for this year to end. It's had more ups and downs than I'd ever expected.