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Dear Prongs,
Today has been a fairly mellow day, except for about three arguments.. but they actually mainly involved me this time... It's the usual pathetic fights.
Also, it seems now I'm waking up early, first I was waking up around 11am and Noon time now I'm waking up around 5am time.
Very frustrating, why can't I be a normal person and wake up at a normal time. x_x
Not for any particular reason I was looking up on Depression symptoms.. to see If I was actually Depressed. I'm starting to think that maybe it is all for attention
It may just be in my head. I don't trust anyone on my street at the moment, every time I pass them they give me funny looks and then Oh-So-Discreetly (not) turn away when I look at them.
What do I have a "WHORE" sign on my forehead?
Well, anywho I was reading up on depression and I'm not sure if they're really accurate but here we go
(Gah, I was going to post the test but It is a VERY long test.. here are my result.. I don't think they're accurate -.-
According to your previous responses, you have had a sudden period of intense fear, anxiety, or discomfort (anxiety attack). You have also reported anxiety in places or situations because you fear having an anxiety attack, fear that you would not be able to escape if you had an anxiety attack, or fear that help would not be there if you needed it, or because it makes you feel uncomfortable. Please answer the following additional questions about your experience.
~*~
Okay.. it's saying I've had an anxiety attack.. I don't know if I've had one.. If I have it wasn't that obvious.. Uh.. I have trouble breathing in small confined spaces or places with lots of people -.-
This is Gay because it says
Think back to your last bad anxiety attack and check the symptoms that you experienced:
It's given me a choice, and I have experienced these while in confined spaces and blah blah blah
Shortness of Breath and Trouble Breathing
a feeling of being detached or outside your body or a feeling that things around you were strange, weird, unreal, or unfamiliar
Okay.. next one
According to your previous responses, you experience anxiety because of thoughts, images, or impulses you can’t control. You also do certain things or repeat certain thoughts over and over again. You do these things according to special rules, or until it feels just right. Please answer these additional questions about your experience.
And yet again.. -.-
According to your previous responses, you have been feeling depressed, sad, or flat for most of the time for the past two weeks or more. You have also lost interest or pleasure in the things you usually like. Please answer the following questions about your experience.
I do NOT like my results
MY FINAL REPORT
This better be good *crosses fingers*
This is meant for my *imaginary* physician
Final Report for Sasha
Dear Physician,
Your patient has some concerns regarding her health and has completed a survey. The survey is designed to assist you in your diagnosis of anxiety disorder, depression, and/or dysthymia and should not to be considered a substitute for your opinion or advice. Based on her responses to this survey, your patient has reported the following information:
She has reported agorapobic anxiety and avoidance without a significant history of panic symptoms.
She:
Has experienced anxiety about going to or being in places or situations because of fear or having an anxiety attack, fear of not being able to escape in the event of an anxiety attack, or fear that help would not be there if needed.
Fears or avoids the following situations:
standing in line
elevators
lobbies
crowds
the dark
subways
Reports that fear of the above situations results in mild / some interference in normal daily life.
NOTE: It should be noted that some symptoms of panic may have been reported. As agoraphobic anxiety without a history of panic is thought to be quite rare, it may be worthwhile to ask about symptoms of panic again.
She has reported a number of depressive symptoms.
She:
Has felt depressed, sad, or flat for most of the day for at least two weeks.
Has lost interest or pleasure in things usually enjoyed, and this has been happening for 2 weeks or more.
Has experienced a constant low mood and irritability for at least two weeks.
Reports feeling the following for the past two weeks or more:
sleeping more or less
talking or moving more slowly
feeling tired or having low energy
feeling guilty or worthless
thinking a lot about hurting yourself
Reports that feeling depression or a loss of usual pleasures or interests results in moderate / medium interference in normal daily life.
Reports that this feeling of depression results in moderate / medium distress.
Some of this is true.. but I don't think I've ever had an anxiety attack.. all those things like.. What she's afraid of elevators and such is true and the constant low mood and irratability..
But it all sounds so wrong.
If that is true, I will break down and cry right now
*waits*
Today has been a fairly mellow day, except for about three arguments.. but they actually mainly involved me this time... It's the usual pathetic fights.
Also, it seems now I'm waking up early, first I was waking up around 11am and Noon time now I'm waking up around 5am time.
Very frustrating, why can't I be a normal person and wake up at a normal time. x_x
Not for any particular reason I was looking up on Depression symptoms.. to see If I was actually Depressed. I'm starting to think that maybe it is all for attention
It may just be in my head. I don't trust anyone on my street at the moment, every time I pass them they give me funny looks and then Oh-So-Discreetly (not) turn away when I look at them.
What do I have a "WHORE" sign on my forehead?
Well, anywho I was reading up on depression and I'm not sure if they're really accurate but here we go
(Gah, I was going to post the test but It is a VERY long test.. here are my result.. I don't think they're accurate -.-
According to your previous responses, you have had a sudden period of intense fear, anxiety, or discomfort (anxiety attack). You have also reported anxiety in places or situations because you fear having an anxiety attack, fear that you would not be able to escape if you had an anxiety attack, or fear that help would not be there if you needed it, or because it makes you feel uncomfortable. Please answer the following additional questions about your experience.
~*~
Okay.. it's saying I've had an anxiety attack.. I don't know if I've had one.. If I have it wasn't that obvious.. Uh.. I have trouble breathing in small confined spaces or places with lots of people -.-
This is Gay because it says
Think back to your last bad anxiety attack and check the symptoms that you experienced:
It's given me a choice, and I have experienced these while in confined spaces and blah blah blah
Shortness of Breath and Trouble Breathing
a feeling of being detached or outside your body or a feeling that things around you were strange, weird, unreal, or unfamiliar
Okay.. next one
According to your previous responses, you experience anxiety because of thoughts, images, or impulses you can’t control. You also do certain things or repeat certain thoughts over and over again. You do these things according to special rules, or until it feels just right. Please answer these additional questions about your experience.
And yet again.. -.-
According to your previous responses, you have been feeling depressed, sad, or flat for most of the time for the past two weeks or more. You have also lost interest or pleasure in the things you usually like. Please answer the following questions about your experience.
I do NOT like my results
MY FINAL REPORT
This better be good *crosses fingers*
This is meant for my *imaginary* physician
Final Report for Sasha
Dear Physician,
Your patient has some concerns regarding her health and has completed a survey. The survey is designed to assist you in your diagnosis of anxiety disorder, depression, and/or dysthymia and should not to be considered a substitute for your opinion or advice. Based on her responses to this survey, your patient has reported the following information:
She has reported agorapobic anxiety and avoidance without a significant history of panic symptoms.
She:
Has experienced anxiety about going to or being in places or situations because of fear or having an anxiety attack, fear of not being able to escape in the event of an anxiety attack, or fear that help would not be there if needed.
Fears or avoids the following situations:
standing in line
elevators
lobbies
crowds
the dark
subways
Reports that fear of the above situations results in mild / some interference in normal daily life.
NOTE: It should be noted that some symptoms of panic may have been reported. As agoraphobic anxiety without a history of panic is thought to be quite rare, it may be worthwhile to ask about symptoms of panic again.
She has reported a number of depressive symptoms.
She:
Has felt depressed, sad, or flat for most of the day for at least two weeks.
Has lost interest or pleasure in things usually enjoyed, and this has been happening for 2 weeks or more.
Has experienced a constant low mood and irritability for at least two weeks.
Reports feeling the following for the past two weeks or more:
sleeping more or less
talking or moving more slowly
feeling tired or having low energy
feeling guilty or worthless
thinking a lot about hurting yourself
Reports that feeling depression or a loss of usual pleasures or interests results in moderate / medium interference in normal daily life.
Reports that this feeling of depression results in moderate / medium distress.
Some of this is true.. but I don't think I've ever had an anxiety attack.. all those things like.. What she's afraid of elevators and such is true and the constant low mood and irratability..
But it all sounds so wrong.
If that is true, I will break down and cry right now
*waits*