Sep 09, 2003 06:22
i met a girl named meghan with an 'h' when i was at my buddy keysch's (pronounced quiche) on friday. she was wicked cool and we talked all the way back to her hall (since i was walking her back and everything) and then i asked for her number and she gave it to me. i was pretty psyched to have gotten a number from this seemingly awesome girl.
i called her the next day and invited her to go tailgating over by phil and ross and i... but she didn't show up.
then, later that night i called her and invited her to go to bobby's and she said she'd call later if she wanted to come... but she didn't call or show up.
then, on sunday i called and asked if she wanted to go running but she didn't answer the phone and never called back.
so basically i feel like one of those big loser-sorts that calls people that don't want to hang out with them repeatedly. it's just the rejection that bothers me. it reminds me of the other megan, i guess. maybe it's just a meg(h)an-esque thing. it's frustrating, though. i hate being led on... but i guess maybe i deserved it. i've been a real dork when it comes to relationships in the past (playing the game for the chase rather than the prize). we'll see how this one works out... if it even works out. i need to get some relax time... when i'm not partying and meeting girls named meg(h)an.