Bitter relief
So I got a message on FB from my step mom that my Dad is heading from FL to PA because my one aunt is dying..... I'm so glad she's dying yet I'm very angry.
This is the woman that made me feel like I was shit my whole life. Like I didn't belong in the family at all.
I hate her almost as much as I hated my mother. But unlike my mother whom I really didn't have any kind of emotional attachment too, this particular aunt abused me emotionally and mentally. I have a very strong unwanted connection with her.
I sincerely hope she burns in hell (if there is such a place) I've been waiting for this for years.
I'm so relieved yet I'm pissed. I don't know why. Perhaps because she had such a negative affect on me.
IDK