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I really hope the new year coming up is better than this one. I don’t ever remember wanting to die as much as I have this past year.
Betrayal by someone who I thought was a friend. Depression getting worse. Health in general getting worse.
I’m seriously ready to just give up.
The only thing that keeping me from from doing anything rash is my son and that’s the honest truth. I don’t want to be alive.