actually got to talk to mom this evening. even with the tracheotomy, i had seen her the beginning of the month when i was once more allowed to borrow the van to get my shopping and shit done.
she sounded pretty good.
despite the fact that tomorrow is her first round of radiation treatments. 30 min. each day. and 3hrs of chemo once a week.
how did i find all this out? I HAD TO FUCKING CALL...AGAIN. does anyone ever think to call me and let me know? no of course not, that would make too much sense.
spoke to my bro the other day and we've both come to the conclusion that sis might actually have
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%C3%BCnchausen_syndromethat sounds about right. although she won't go to the doctor for anything. but she can, will or has had the same thing if not worse than you. some of it's just so unbelievable. anything to make herself seem so much more pitiful or the best at everything. despite the fact that she usually will have everyone else do things for her, including but not limited to looking up phone numbers, and this "very intelligent" person constantly asks me *the flake* how to spell things. she never learned how to program her VCR until i showed her. but yet she's the smartest in the family? i don't fucking think so.
oh god yes sis bitch fest here again...
so i've been writing again. and completely addicted to MURO on dA.
i'm barely able to stand or walk for more than a few moments at a time. i guess i'll have to break down and have the next surgery even though there's no guarantee that it'll do any good. *there never is a guarantee* i just hate not being able to move very well.
we've been in this "new" apt for a full year now and still going strong. *crosses fingers*