Concussion Anyone?
I managed to stab myself in the head with an oriental statue. Jeez, I am going to have to fix my karma somehow. Perhaps I should sacrifice a submissive to the gods? I feel like a poster child for health insurance right now. *smile*
Mistress Rulz' going away party was off the chain. I had so much fun!! I went vanilla without toys. It felt really good to just .... BE. No pressure to be "on," so to speak. I left the party early and went to be with my mom for a couple of days. She and I always end up crying about how much we love each other... isn't that crazy?? Not really... She is my step mother and we both know what it is like to not have family in our corner. There is nothing like seeing the dark side to make you love the light.... We just really appreciate our bond especially now that my dad has died. We consider each other to be a gift he gave the other. I now have a mom and she has a daughter. She knows about my lifestyle and supports my decisions. I can talk to her about anything. Damn, I am lucky.
I am looking at my house right now. I have room for a slave. I want one. I have been without one for sooooo long. I am beginning to wonder if it will ever happen. The offers come rolling in and no one suits me. Perhaps it is me? I have always been commitment phobic and perhaps I just find things wrong with people who desire to serve.
What do I want a slave for anyway? I have a full life. Beautiful friends, wonderful family, dream job, nice home, etc.... What does it mean to own someone? Would anyone truly suit me? I know I am a good Dominant. No one can take that away from me. That doesn't mean I have to have a submissive or a slave of my own. There are people who spend their whole lives single. There is nothing wrong with that..
Mistress Rulz' going away party was off the chain. I had so much fun!! I went vanilla without toys. It felt really good to just .... BE. No pressure to be "on," so to speak. I left the party early and went to be with my mom for a couple of days. She and I always end up crying about how much we love each other... isn't that crazy?? Not really... She is my step mother and we both know what it is like to not have family in our corner. There is nothing like seeing the dark side to make you love the light.... We just really appreciate our bond especially now that my dad has died. We consider each other to be a gift he gave the other. I now have a mom and she has a daughter. She knows about my lifestyle and supports my decisions. I can talk to her about anything. Damn, I am lucky.
I am looking at my house right now. I have room for a slave. I want one. I have been without one for sooooo long. I am beginning to wonder if it will ever happen. The offers come rolling in and no one suits me. Perhaps it is me? I have always been commitment phobic and perhaps I just find things wrong with people who desire to serve.
What do I want a slave for anyway? I have a full life. Beautiful friends, wonderful family, dream job, nice home, etc.... What does it mean to own someone? Would anyone truly suit me? I know I am a good Dominant. No one can take that away from me. That doesn't mean I have to have a submissive or a slave of my own. There are people who spend their whole lives single. There is nothing wrong with that..