Mar 18, 2005 14:55
alright so things are not the greatest right now. i've been really stressed out lately and i've had 2 minor asthma attacks this week. sunday i was crying hysterically cuz i can't stand living without my mom. i feel like a little kid a week before christmas with all the presents under the tree and they can't open them. i mean i have my mom in el cajon and she's all clean and everythings all good and i still hardly get to see her. i just hate it...hopefully after spring break i'll be in a way better mood. i wish that i could just have at least one really good thing happen in my life so i can be happier for just a little bit. that's all i want and need...
<3 Victoria