lets go back, back to the beginning...

Mar 29, 2005 18:45

sorry it has been so long since i updated... went back to tx for sb... it was okay. i wanted to see a lot more people but d came with me and i dont think he woulda appreciated some of the people i wanted to see. im so glad i have changed my ways. i was thinkin bout that when i was in tx and i dont know what i was thinkin livin the way i was!!! i got like 50 calls from former fb's. it was crazy. bubba called hmm about a billion times. i told him i really liked d and couldnt do that to him. then he was like i have cheated on so many of my gf's with you. i thought about that. its true. and wow do i feel bad. i have helped so many guys cheat on their gf's (1/2 the time i didnt know they had gf's tho). its pretty shitty. im never doin that again. then bubba wanted me to hook up with one of his friends. so thats sketch to begin with... but then i found out he has a gf too... UGH. im so glad i have found someone that makes me not wanna go back to that lifestyle. i love him soooo much! well we did a lotta the tourist-y stuff like the capitol, bob bullock, rodeo, etc. we also spent a lot of time with the parentals... which actually wasnt so bad! i barely got to see my girls tho... so sad! we went to dinner 2 times but thats all we did. i miss them times 1000. the last night we were in tx we went to MIDNIGHT RODEO... oh my goodness... SO FUN! i never even thought of going there! it was crazy... they had this cover band that played country and RAPPED... what the heck! haha it was so awesome tho. they were actually really good. i taught d how to 2-step. hehe bulgarians should never 2-step. but he was so hot! ahhh! i will post pics later. we are gonna live together in the summer if he doesnt go to washington for his internship. my parents actually thought it was a good idea. im so happy. anyways... going back to tx made me realize how crappy my life was before i came to FL... i mean i had awesome friends, but i made STUPID decisions and gave myself a not-so-grand reputation. but i can start over. a clean slate. everyone says i look really good... i know its because im so HAPPY! people havent seen that me in quite some time. the way i see it, i have been through the WORST things a freshman in college could go through... in my first semester! so now that i have that outta my system, i can only prosper! it feels good to know i have an awesome boy, great friends (in FL and in TX), doin good in school, have parents that care about me, and a revived relationship with God. yay! life is awesome! so dont mess with me! :) love all of yall times 1000! xoxo
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