theres something that i cant quite explain. im so in love with you...
only 11 more days until sb... i dont know if i can wait that long. alex really wants to drive up to destin this saturday to see all my buds but i dunno if im up for that. i mean i am going there the friday after that and... its 8 hours away. you cant just casually go there. but maybe if d really wants to go i will go. i am supposed to "cook" him dinner tonight. lets see how that goes. nothing too crazy has happened since my last post... oh wait... except the girl who fell from the 2nd story of omega... AND the poor kid with brain damage from the beer bottle some bastard hit him with. i swear lately all the eckerd kids have been going crazy. so we were all supposed to go to ybor on saturday BUT it didnt work out because we couldnt find a DD (wow we are a GREAT bunch of drunks). boris and iso came in the room with all of us girls and were SOOO funny. i saw them earlier that evening and they were all making fun of me because they saw this soo cute text d sent me. then they were like lets get drunk! i was like hmmmmmmm... so just to be polite i was like well why dont you come clubbing with us? i didnt think they would actually go. but then they showed up in my room. since our plan fell through boris suggested going over to d's. so why not right? well i get there and there are FIFTEEN males... not one vagina in the whole room until i got there. im not all about bein at a sausage fest (not that any of them could have me anyway hehe). so me and d went out to my car to talk since i was so overwhelmed by the maleness in his apt. im all like yay im hanging out with you tonight! then he kissed me like 50 times and i was like oh shit that means hes about to say something i dont like. YUP. he asked if he could go with the guys to the strip club. WHAM. ouch. i didnt really know what to say. then he was all like well you were supposed to go to ybor so i made other plans blah blah blah. ahem. obviously he forgot who i was. i gave him "the look"... then he was like oh wait ill be your DD for ybor, all i wanna do is be with you, ill ditch all my friends! well being the awesome person that i am, i let him compromise (he needs boytime anyway, right?). our deal was he goes to the club, i go back to campus, we hang out at 3am. sounds good yah? well 3:30 came around... no call. i was like what the hell blah blah blah. then his roommate called and was like what are you doin... then i got all upset and was like WHY HASNT HE CALLED???? then some really crapalicous boys pissed me off so alex was all like just come over here and bring a dvd. i get there and d's phone is SITTING ON THE COUNTER... which ='s not calling me. i get even more pissed off. then i find out hes with alex (bermuda alex- the one guy i cannot stand EVER) and his dad at galaxy (superhot strip club). grrr... but then like 5 minutes later he calls from alex's phone (obviously he could feel my anger all the way in tampa). he was all like whatcha doin blah blah... then (out of anger) i was like wellll im at your apt and im talkin to alex... hes comforting me because you werent there for me when i was upset! i guess this strip club was way loud because he thought i said i was FUCKING alex... right. he yelled so much and was like i dont wanna talk to you and hung up on me. i had no idea what just happened so naturally i bawled my eyes out in his room. then he got home at like 5am... and looked so way pissed. plus he was a lil tipsy. welllll we talked it out and i reassured him i never said i was fucking alex. ah pure drama. but then we made up. ahhh so nice. OH MY i forgot to mention hes COMING WITH ME BACK TO TEXAS FOR SB!!!!!!!! helllll yah im sooo excited. everyone is all like well that just screams that yall are serious. but i dont wanna be serious. im scared. i guess we will see how this all plays out. okay props to whoever read this entire entry because it was long and only about d. sorry i suck and hes my life! ybor for real this friday so there will most deff be an interesting post... without so much d... maybe... no promises! xoxo