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well... my idea about getting drunk last night definitely didnt happen. i bought some beer and got some hard lemonade from krie but i just couldnt really drink it. i had 1 beer and 1 1/2 hard lemonades. all i could think about is how i dont wanna go back to that lifestyle and how disappointed everyone would be. soooo everyone got written up downstairs for bein way loud. so not part of that. we kinda just chilled upstairs and ventured downstairs every now and then to make sure we werent missin anything. then i realized i had to move my car. so i get in my car and back outta the loading zone and guess who i see... the bunch of foreign boys i love so much. they made me stop my car and then dobri came and talked to me. he was so trashed and could barely talk. my first instinct was to cry because i didnt wanna see him like that. it hurt me worse than i thought it would. i never thought i would feel like that about someone just being drunk. but then i realized its because i care about him so much. well once i started crying he was like lets get outta here, so we went back to his apartment. i cried some more and we had this super intense talk. but i cant believe anything he said because he was drunk. uhh i hate that. well i went back to campus at like 4:30 and passed out. woke up at like 1 or something and we all went to the pub. saw the foreign boys and dobri. he apologized alot about last night. im totally not mad... i just dont wanna see him like that... EVER. we kinda just were lazy asses the rest of the day. were supposed to go to Gasparilla tonight but who knows if we will make it there. uh. yay to another night of being lazy around the dorm. i am really over that... really over that. tomorrow is laundry day and my parents are comin on wednesday. im nervous about them meetin all my friends. the only one that seems excited about it is dobri... which actually makes me incredibly happy because i really want them to meet each other. well im out xoxo