pondering

May 03, 2005 10:43

I was sitting here at my desk while working when a couple of things ran across my mind. I'm really in a position right now that I am unhappy with....yet happy at the same time. I hate having so much responsibility, yet I know it will pay off. I hate living a normal 9-5 lifestyle...but I know I have to get used to it.

Don't you think it's funny how we allow ourselves to disappoint ourselves, but never let your boss or professor down? Isn't it strange how we will put personal goals aside to please employers or professors?

I like my boss. I like this company. I LOVE the money I'm making. But I hate the commitment and responsibility. I hate the TIME I pour into this job, only to get no time for myself. Yes, I do get about 5 hours a night to myself....but you'd be surprised how fast 5 hours can go after working all day.

I want to start investing in properties. Maybe stocks. I want to own my own business. I know these goals seem far fetched...but if you invest properly anything is possible. Sure, risk factor if high, but usually things turn out for the better for me anyway...I'm lucky like that.

I am still very grateful that I have been blessed with a great job, not everyday you meet a 20 year old accountant. Maybe Bob Wagner is a nut job.

On a final note: I love my Tuckaroo! :D
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