Apr 11, 2007 03:12
i like being fucked up and thats the only way i want to be right now
i hate my nutritionist i would like to give her a punch to the jaw line. it makes me mad that im paying her to help me when i cant even be honest with her. courtney is here eating wheat thins , not caring at all about how many saturated fats or calories are in one. but i can barely have a normal meal. how did this get so out of control?why do i hate everything so much??
i believe if i really wanted to answer those questions i could. and if i really wanted to recover right this instant i could be honest with people who are supposed to help me.
"but the truth is that gossip is good as gospel in this town"
and that i am scared.