A lot can change in 3 years

Dec 05, 2013 15:24

And a lot has.
I'm a lot healthier than I was.
About to graduate university.
At the moment, at least, happily living with a man-type and a little one--not my little one, but that doesn't really matter.
Mostly I'm concerned about finding an income after school and relocating.
I still harbor secret hopes of returning to my love, words. (Still harbor secret hopes of being able to love that beauty well.)
Been blissfully surrounded by books, books, books. Research. Even when my nose isn't in one, it's a comfort just to have them near.
Maybe one day I'll go to graduate school... But I still need time to take a break. I don't feel like I've had a chance to take a break since my brother died two years ago. ...
I'm trying hard to be better. To do well by his memory, and for my family. There's lots of expectations. I just want to make my life's work worthwhile, and good.
Ho hum.
So it goes.

ramblings, therapy, monologue

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