Oct 17, 2004 13:55
So im not going to lie..this week was the worst week of my life. it was pretty aweful, it true when it rains it fucking pours. i have been trying to be strong for my family and for my friends but....i think im going to fucking explode. my family is a mess and i cant do a fucking thing about it...none of us can...just some fucking doctors that i have no idea if they can fix the problem. Im scared. but i have a feeling that things will work out. however the outcome, things happen for a reason. sorry i didnt make it to bill's going away party..to bill: i love your guts and will miss you. and everyone else there understand i love you!!!!!!!!! ok call me so we can hang out.