gentlemen prefer blondes

[missgoodis]

your breath is sweet and weak
your eyes are like two jewels in the sky.
your back is straight, your hair is smooth
on the pillow where you lie.
but I don't sense affection
no gratitude or love
your loyalty is not to me
but to the stars above.

one more cup of coffee for the road
one more cup of coffee 'fore I go
to the valley below.

your daddy, he's an outlaw
and a wanderer by trade
he'll teach you how to pick and choose
and how to throw the blade
he oversees his kingdom
so no stranger does intrude
his voice it trembles as he calls out
for another plate of food

one more cup of coffee for the road,
one more cup of coffee 'fore I go
to the valley below

your sister sees the future
like your mama and yourself
you've never learned to read or write
there's no books upon your shelf.
and your pleasure knows no limits
your voice is like a meadowlark
but your heart is like an ocean
mysterious and dark

one more cup of coffee for the road,
one more cup of coffee 'fore I go

to the valley below

so i'm thinking about this. and i'm mulling everything over. i can't be selfish.... but i can't stand failure...
not that i'm a perfectionist.
just that.. i... don't like to do anything that might make me look dumb, weak, or naive.
maybe i'm all three.
but...
i don't want to let anyone down.
i will grow to like it.
i am surrounded by amazing people.
how can i not deal.
how, i ask you!
slash, i need a real sleep schedule, will someone come club me in the forehead at 1am every night?
oy.
slash, i realize that was cryptic, it's not meant to be, i'm a douche. it's about some pertinient issues i can't really find the words to discuss right now...
just... trust me, this might be the worst idea since tom selleck shaving his moustache.
might be.