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Jun 13, 2005 22:51

It's been a while since I've written anything in here. I guess there hasn't been too much to write about. I think the last couple times I wrote I mentioned Patrick. That's over. I'm begining to feel really pathetic. I've been single for what feels like an eternity. Don't get me wrong, I wanted it that way for a lot of the time. After Kent, I didn't really feel like messing with a relationship, but now I'm starting to feel like I'm never gonna find that again. After Jessica's wedding the other weekend I started feeling better about things. It really made me realize that in time it will all work itself out. It also made me see that I don't need any of these stupid Carbondale guys. But when I'm here I can't help but start feeling like I did before. Carbondale is like a disease I swear.
So last week I went to St.Louis to visit Jesi. It was a lot of fun, and it was really nice to get away from here and do something different for a change. Thursday when I got back Deena, her brother, Ariele, and Andy were all here for the weekend. We went out. Andrea was here too visisting her cousin so I got to see her. I hadn't seen her in like a year. Friday, we all went and hung out at my pool during the day, then we went out for dinner and Braxton and Brad came too. Then we went out. Saturday I went home for Kate's dance recital! She looked sooooooo adorable! Watching her dance almost made me cry. All the sudden she just seems so old. She's so tall and she got rid of her bangs. It's crazy how fast she's grown. It seems like yesterday she was just 2 or 3 learning to talk and doing her impression of Mick Jagger.lol Last night when I got home Howard called me wanting me to hang out with him and Mark. I wasn't going to go, but then I changed my mind. It was hilarious. Mark was deffinitely the entertainment.
I started summer classes today. They were alright. I have class everyday this summer.
Kinda sucks. But anyway I'm going on and on...ENOUGH!
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