May 28, 2005 01:14
I hate how I get self conscious over the stupidest shit, like someone not calling me. Not like the world will end but like, self conscious in a stupid "oh em gee they must be annoyed with me" kinda way....even if its someone I've been friends with forever and I know that's not the case. Man....I dunno I think I need a shrink for real. Does anyone else ever feel like that? Tonight at work sucked. Talked to Lisa from the other CVS down the road, she hooked it up with a phone number to call for this mail order place like the one I used to work for only closer. I might just check that baby out. Gary was getting on my fucking nerves today, wanted to slap him really bad. Got shit for not re-certifying again. Honestly I don't give a fuck anymore about that shit. Really what I wish they'd do is fucking take my title away and let me fucking ring people up for 10.75 an hour. Do me a favor bitch. Tommy IMed me the other day and I pretty much told him to fuck off. "I know you won't care but I just got my diploma in the mail yesterday" You're right I don't fucking care. He didn't like it but....I DON'T CARE. Nice to see it took you 4 fucking years to get your GED asshole, what do you want....a cookie?
On a lighter note, I'm really fucking depressed lately. I dunno why either, it's one of those bouts of depression where you can't put your finger on what's making you feel that way.
Bo lost Americal Idol....fuck it