Lifeless

[missgoddamn]

Today I feel nothing. Yesterday I felt nothing. What will tomorrow bring? Who knows right? I've had all these great ideas over the past year of what I could do with my life. They all seemed to make sense...... I don't know what I want anymore. I have friends but not really. I never see anyone anymore. No one invites me to do anything anymore. I can't blame them though. I think back on the person I used to be and who I am now. Boy have I changed... I used to be spontaneous, outgoing, charismatic... very independant... Not anymore.....
What a life eh?