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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I'm having a really bad "foodie" moment right now.
I want to eat... Junk. I'm salivating at the thought of it! I want a fish sandwich so so bad. I want tacos so so bad. Fuck fuck fuck. It's so hard for me to say no to myself. It has to start somewhere though. Eating like that then going to the gym makes my gym workout... Worthless. I desperately want to be thinner, to be healthy again. But I have such an issue with food.
Wanna know the kicker? When I stop and think - my stomach is not hungry. I'm satisfied. I've had cereal with a banana, and a granola.
This is a bad... Place to be in.
Food is my addiction. Every bit of the 360 pounds on my tiny frame tell me this.
It has to stop.
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